The Little Brown House By The Sea

Hey!!!

2011-12-01T14:49:00.001-08:00

It's my birthday today!!

December, 2nd 2011 (21211)

Birthday post coming soon =)

Who do you think you are??

2011-11-21T18:48:00.001-08:00

Everyone have their own goals and achievements, the way how one individual do what they do in order to achieve it, it is up to them.

The question now is:

"who do you think you are trying to be the barriers to stop oneself from going towards what they have been dreaming and planning of???"

The only thing that I hope that others will do is:

"To regard the effort and be the one to cheer and give words of comfort when the going gets rough"

And who do they think they are, regarding whatever action we took and question it. You see, THERE'S A BLESSING IN DISGUISE and at least for now I got some information rather than just stuck in the same place, doing the same thing while other people are out there exploring life.

I am a bit pissed (that's why I use the large font)..but I am fine.

Assalamualaikum

P/s: Jangan ingat seseorang itu akan kekal di sesuatu tempat, jangan jadikan diri anda sebagai penghalang...anda mungkin tidak menyedarinya...tapi, suatu hari anda akan tau bahawa kadang-kadang, dimana seseorang itu berada tidak sesuai dengan tempat mereka berada dan mereka perlu melebarkan sayap dan mencari pengalaman sejajar dengan keinginan dan kebolehan seseorang.

Bagi saya...

2011-11-21T09:07:00.001-08:00

Saya tak kisah kalau Pasukan Bola Sepak Malaysia ke Sukan SEA 2011 kalah di tangan tuan rumah...Saya akur sekiranya ia adalah permainan dan adil dan kedua-dua pihak menghormati antara satu sama lain. Bagi saya, kekalahan itu adalah sesuatu yang pasti, begitu juga dengan setiap kemenangan..Tahniah Harimau Muda...anda semua telah membanggakan semua rakyat Malaysia di serata dunia kerana kita adalah CHAMPION di SOUTH EAST ASIA!!!

**You guys make EVERYONE proud

Saya tak kisah dengan seribu kutukan mana-mana pihak tentang Malaysia...biar mencurah kutukan yang diterima, bagi saya, Malaysia adalah Tanah Tumpahnya Darahku...Saya bangga menjadi Rakyat Malaysia.

Tahniah kepada barisan Pasukan Bola Sepak Malaysia ke Sukan SEA yang telah berjaya membawa balik pingat emas. Walau beribu kutukan, walau jutaan individu yang mencaci anda semua di stadium tuan rumah, tetapi semangat Malaysia dan Harimau Muda tetap berkobar. Syabas!!!

Terima Kasih juga kepada anda semua kerana anda semua menunjukkan sportmanship yang terbaik. Semoga anda semua pulang ke tanah air dengan selamat.

Have a good rest to Team Malaysia...your journey is still long ahead.
But remember, I, NORAFIZAH BASIRIN, Always support you!!

CONGRATS!!!

Good night you sweet sweet people =)

P/s: Tak releven la nak minta declare cuti peristiwa esok hari..boleh buat negara byk kerugian. Jangan jadikan cuti peristiwa sebagai satu trend.

**Credit to Ayuni...saya amik gambar tu dari blog anda =3**

Le tagged

2011-11-20T04:46:00.001-08:00

TERMS & CONDITIONS:

You must post these rules.
Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
.Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post. And create eleven new questions for the people you tagged to answer.
You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them on the post.
Go to their page and tell them you have tagged HIM/HER
No tagging back!
No stuff in the tagging section about "YOU ARE TAGGED IF YOU ARE READING THIS" YOU LEGITIMATELY (a.k.a REALLY, TRUST, WITH ALL HONESTY) have tagged 11 people.

I love chocolate and pudding
I'm single and still searching but not rushing because I'm picky >:)
I am a south-paw (left-handed) person
I cannot sit still and I always tend to keep myself busy
I can't appropriately pronounce the word "R".
I easily get inspired.
I hate people who dump babies, and people who torture animals for fun...I truly hate them with all my heart and souls.
I speak to my cat *meow*
I sleep like a baby
I love travelling .
I buy my first iPod Nano with my own pocket money! =)

Questions from Miss Alia BEE! =)

1. What is your favorite color? Why?

Tough question I must say because I love many colors. But I must have Blue is the color (CHELSEA BABEY!!!)

2. What is your all time favorite song?

Mama by Spice Girls

3. Facebook? or Twitter?

Both! I facebook just for fun, and I Tweet random stuff

4. Who is your alter-ego?

Faorinzha....hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!

5. What is your hidden talent/s?

Baking cakes, acting *wink*

6. Public speaking? or debating?

I used to public-speaking in high-school, but I find debating is more fun since I got to POI and argue with people. Been in debate club since 2005. FTW!

7. A picture of you when you were a kid.

Le 2 y/o me celebrating le birthday

8. Do you like your name?

Yes I do

9. What is your dream house? Why?

MY dream house is the Little Brown House by the Sea because I want to enjoy the ocean breeze with my loved ones

10. YM? or MSN? or SKYPE?

YM and SKYPE

11. Do you love/like me? Why? ehee

I, I , I love you like a love song baby~ hahaha~ Of course I love you Yaya, u're like my siblings to me..You're part of the debate family that I love so much <3

1. Do you watch football? What's your team?

2. Do you think that Facebook will face the same fate as Friendster and Myspace did?

3. Why do you blog?

4. What makes you hit the "LIKE" button on Facebook?

5. What is your favorite movie/s of all time?

6. Where is your phone as you are blogging this?

7. A picture from your last birthday.

8. Where is the poop?

9. What is in your handbag/bag?

10. Do you have any of Dashboard Confessional's song in your playlist?

11. Do you love/like me? Why? ehee

1. Sandra

2. Irving

3. Arif Jamal

4. Nad

5. Ayuni

6. Afiq Zubir

7. Tom Rungitom

8. Misha Mulio

9. Norliana

10. Yuq

11. Ooney

Sincerely,

Ija

Million TQ just as much as the stars in the sky at night

2011-11-17T17:13:00.001-08:00

I finally obtain my degree (FINALLY)

Me holding my degree while my mum at the back with the bouquet of flowers

I thought that I would never make it, considering the history that I used to have. I was once kicked out from this very institution due from bad performance in academic (I know that I can never really do that course but I was willing to risk everything that time just to make sure that my thoughts were wrong). I was devastated that moment thinking that I will never be able to do my degree. But I have this urge telling me that I need to back on my feet again and show everyone that I still can do it even though I was rejected. Alhamdulillah, as in this year of 2011, I have finally obtain my degree from the same institution, Universiti Teknologi MARA (UiTM).

The 25th October 2011 mark the day that I finally become an alumni after I received my degree from the very own Vice Chancellor of UiTM, Dato' Prof. Ir Dr. Sahol Hamid.

Dato' Prof. Ir Dr. Sahol Hamid
Vice Chancellor of UiTM Malaysia.

The only irony thing that I could ever think about while receiving the scroll from his hand was; well, last year, I got the opportunity to attend his Hari Raya Open house which he cordially invited the Student Representative (SRC) of UiTM which happen to have a centralize meeting.

In VC's office last year =3

So, gotta say that I was honored to have the opportunity =)

Going back to the graduation thingy.
When I think about it, the path to finally obtain this degree is very hard.

That many sleepless nights doing assignments...THE life-threatening assignments!

Some of the life-threatening assignmentss

That many days of arguing with lecturers in class...I mean THE lecturers (You guys are the best!)

The one and only Ms. Bern who never fail to scold us every class and gives us lots of motivation

That many happy and tormenting days with my classmates..I mean THE classmates!

THE Classmates *Baju Kuning is our lecturer; Sir Franklin*

During field trip to Danum Valley..Epic Picture is EPIC!

That many debate tournament...and the people that I met that time

Some of the tourney and the people

People in the campus

Running for SRC

That many other people...

That little girl is Sarah. She is Adorable.

MashaAllah..It has been great years. I get to meet lots of people from many walks of life and experience things that I never thought I would experience. I still remember, while doing my 1st semester of Diploma, I was almost in the debate team to Shah Alam in 2005, unfortunately, they have to cut me off due to budget constraint. That day, I was devastated..But I made a promise that in the future, I will redeem myself, that I will go to that many debate tournament that I even don't have time to spend my semester break, that I somehow have to make the family vacation slightly short for me, that I even gonna complaint that I don't have weekend anymore. Alhamdulillah, I DID IT! I went to many debate tournament, been flying all over the country, I was so busy, I even unable to attend my niece birthday party twice! Celebrating my birthday while out of hometown for 3 times, I don't have mid semester nor even semester break, not even close to any weekend. I was just been going everywhere. Alhamdulillah for the opportunity.

So, here it is...the thank yous to people who have leave a great impact in my life.

To Allah SWT: The starting of 2009, it was not too long when the year start that I involve in love relationship that in the end really breaks my heart. I still remember that I spend one week to get myself back on my feet again after my last break up. That semester, I thought that I will not survive and I will not score during my final exam. But Allah Swt have His own way of making things comes my way and Alhamdulillah, and I have to admit as well that I still can't believe that I actually manage to maintain my academic reputation. Thank You Allah. Thank you for always giving me the courage to fight for what I know is right for me, Thank you for always listening to me after praying, I always knew that when I don't have anybody to turn to or talk to, I knew that you are an absolute place that I can turn to whenever I feel like talking to anyone. Alhamdulillah, Allah has granted me things that I wanted all this while. I feel blessed. Alhamdulillah.

To My Parents: This honor of having to complete my degree, I dedicate solely to my mum and my dad..if it's not because of them, I wouldn't have what it takes to complete all this. Because of them as well, I am proud to say that even during my diploma and doing my degree, I didn't apply PTPTN. I am grateful to have Mr.Basirian Musi and Pn.Rasidah Arasdin as my parents. Their endless effort and love towards me are something that I know I can never repay, I owe both of them here and hereafter. I wish Allah Swt will always protect my parents and make them happy, they are the source of my happiness and strength, they are the reason that I survive and I hope that I will turn to someone who can help them, shower them with wealth and love like they did to me. Amin. Same goes to the rest of my family. Thank you.

To My Lecturers; Ms. Bernadatte, Mr. Frank, Madam Hasnawati, Madam Imelda, PM Rosdiana, PM Roslan, Dr. Worran, Ms. Jac, Madam Cynthia, PM Matyasin, En. Sibley, PM Abdul Rahman, En Jais, Mr. Kam, Mr. Marsus, PM Roslan Mokhtar, Mr. Mano, Dr. Xavier and every lecturer...if it's not because of you guys giving me the nightmare from the assignment and term papers up until every project, I don't think I will ever understand whatever I study and life. Thank you very much for keeping up with me as your students. I always know that I always owe each and everyone of you. May God always protect all of you.

To My Debate Family, Echoes Club; Mr. Firdausi, Azel, Kim, Sheenie, Aqilah, Alia Bee, Aan, Sandra..(gosh! There's many of you!!!), throughout my entire life in UiTM, my days wouldn't be as exciting as what it turn out in the end if it's not because of you guys. Thank you for the priceless moment that I had with you guys. The club make my uni life even more interesting and alive and makes my uni life with a clearer purposes and aim. The club help me a lot and I hope the effort will still continue. I will always support the club and I will always help. Thank you!

To my classmates, you're the best...Thank you very much.

There are just too many people that I want to say thank you. You guys are among that many other people who make it happen..I really appreciate you guys and I always pray that you guys will have a happy life, sweet life, and always protected in whatever you guys do. =)

Until then, I hope to see you guys in the future.

Some pictures during my convocation =)

Good Luck to each and everyone of you..

See you in the next entry you sweet sweet people =)

Graduation 5.0 - Introduction

2011-11-13T08:29:00.001-08:00

Assalamualaikum and Good Day everyone! =)

It has been a while I haven't post anything and I am sorry because I know that I did promised everyone that I will post something regarding my graduation day but I was too busy entertaining my family while I was in KL.
So, I only have time to come back blogging as soon as I reach home. But, as you may realize, only now that I actually really make a come-back to my blog because I was really busy for the last 2 weeks, and to be honest, I am still in the busy mode and actually in the midst of mental-block on how am I suppose to write.
So, I decide that...

I will come back within 2-3 days later and write about my graduation. InsyaAllah I will try my best to put the best way possible in my next entry.

So, until then, you people have sweet sweet time of November.

Have a nice day.

See you Soon!

=)

P/s: Esok nak keja...so kena tido awal...I ran out of excuses already if I don't come tomorrow =]

If you have a camera...

2011-10-21T10:34:00.000-07:00

Look at this camera..

Cool huh?

And this one too..

Well, this one is not that bad..

Not.Bad.At.All

As long as all these gadgets can capture any picture and even record some event.

Going back to history, who actually invented camera? I am not that sure as well, but as far as I know, it was in 1839, where a Frenchman Louis Daguerre invented the first camera. The Daguerreotype, a metal plate coated with silver iodide, was exposed to light through a small hole in the camera.

Now, I am sure some are familiar with how does the camera looks like WAY back before:

and I am pretty sure that some of you even saw it once or twice on the old movie on how do the ancient camera being use. *Watch Titanic and you will see that the flash are way too shinny*

For me, the invention of camera is a revolution, it's just like the invention of light bulb; both of these items really change the way we live now, i.e; we have lights at night, and we can capture every moment that we want to capture and save it for memories.

I mean, look at what the camera do to us, even if we never been to France, we still can see the Eiffel Tower, we never been to the Niagra Fall, but we able to see and somehow imagine how it feels like being there..isn't it JUST AMAZING??!!!!

Now, the reason that I post this is not to mumbling about camera..*I know it will be pretty lame if I spend the next 5 minutes of you reading aimless post*

I admit that I am an internet addict and sometimes I spend hours watching videos on YOUTUBE or just looking at some pictures..I love them; you know, pictures with people in it smiling and having a good time with their loved ones. It's just amazing that these days, people are now able to capture that sweet moment using good camera. I mean, come on, admit it, how many of you actually wanted or already have DSLR? I think 5 out of 10 people that I know OWN one. *And I have to say that I am impress since you are in possession of something that when you make good use of it, you may able to capture pictures that may just make someone else touched*

But here's the thing...actually, it's bugging me. Like SERIOUSLY.

You do realize that when there are any interesting pictures being shared on Facebook and especially when the picture have the "advising" element in it, other people feel OBLIGE to share it.
You see, it's not that I am condemning the act of sharing. It's just that whatever being posted are somehow at some point seems inappropriate.

Recently, the world of Facebook are being shaken by this amateur video of a 2 y/o girl that are being ran over TWICE by vehicle in China and nobody help her.
You know what is the sad thing? It's not really the little girl being ran over twice, but it's the act of posting the video on any social network. I know other people may bash me because I says so. But I have my own reason.
By just reading the description, I know how awful that is and it's sickening. I never saw the video because for me, knowing that this kind of thing actually happen is enough. I was actually pissed that nobody help her. But I ran into some article today saying that, in China, when you help other people who are facing trouble for example; an old woman fell on stairs and you happen to be there and you help her. When you help other people, you will as well be obliged to bear whatever cost occurred due from the mishap. And things could turn out really bad when the relative of the person that you help accuse you for being the one who cause that injury. That's why in that video, the vehicle driver did not stop his vehicle and help her, instead, he was hoping that she would just die because apparently, the cost of compensation is not as much as the cost of treating the injured person.

Sick isn't it? Yes! IT IS!

Where is the humanity in China?

Now, going back to the topic.

It just bugs me big time that people have the time to capture the video and just let the little girl being ran over. For GOD sake, it's a human life which is irreplaceable once it's gone, but other people run to get their camera and record it? FCK how the rules goes in China, just run and help the helpless little girl, not run to get the camera and record it!!!!

Now, fine...since there's nothing that we can do now as the video turn viral in a blink of an eye. I was thinking, why people even have the heart to re-post it?

Of course by the moment that the video went viral, the little girl is still alive although her life is hanging by a thread. Few hours ago, I just read that the little girl passed away *May she rest in peace*. But I don't know, who are the culprit behind those pictures of her which is taken while she was in treatment. Yes, it's sad but here's the thing...*allow me to mix my next statement in Malay*
I still remember that we are being thought that kita tak sepatutnya mengaibkan seseorang itu apabila orang tersebut telah meninggal dunia. Tak kira la betapa jahat perangai orang yang meninggal dunia tu semasa hidup, tapi tak baik kita nak aibkan orang. Dan tak kira juga betapa teruk kemalangan atau musibah yang dihadapi oleh seseorang itu sehingga menyebabkan kematiannya, kita tetap tak boleh aibkan seseorang itu setelah nyawa terpisah dari tubuh. Cuba bayangkan anda di posisi mereka yang sedang bertarung nyawa, bila masa mereka melihat dunia dari pandangan di mana orang lain tidak dapat melihat mereka, tetapi mereka dapat melihat setiap apa perbuatan orang lain itu terhadap jasad mereka. Cuba bayangkan, apa perasaan anda?

Malu?

Segan?

Tak tau mana nak letak muka?

Marah?

Geram?

Sedih?

Yes, all of that and maybe some more. I understand that the video or pictures are being posted sebagai peringatan pada semua, supaya benda yang sama tak akan berulang, supaya orang lain mengambil ikhtibar, supaya kita semua akan menjadi manusia yang terbaik dan berperikemanusiaan. Tapi, tak kan la menggunakan the exact photo? I still remember that I used to read lots of scary article without pictures, but still, it gives me goosebumps.

Why can't people describe what happen to the little girl (Yue Yue) by words only? Are they afraid that words won't be effective and people will just say its' exaggerating? that they need to publish real picture? For the love of humanity, IF YOU PITY THAT LITTLE GIRL, STOP POSTING THAT PICTURE BECAUSE SHE MAY NOT REST IN PEACE. If you're thinking about posting her picture in ICU with your caption saying "Rest in peace", You better stop whatever you are doing because you are not wishing her to rest in peace because you post that bloody picture. Stop being hypocritical.

For those with camera, just take nice picture...a good picture is not enough because taking a picture of babies being cut off, human being burnt to death is still considered good as long as it has good lighting #justsaying. Please take nice picture, when I said nice picture, it means picture whereby the people in it is still alive and happily smiling and laughing and having a good time. Why take sad picture when you capturing it for memories? Isn't it that we want to get rid of the bad memories? I don't know how people see things these days. But for me, looking at nice picture makes me happy.

So, if you have a camera, you are obliged to take picture that can make other people touched. You are an artiste. And if you happen to possess a disturbing picture like you name it, I hope you will not simply post it and I hope you are being responsible.

I guess that's it...
You people have a great weekend and take lots of nice picture.

Assalamualaikum.

P/s: Segala yang baik datang dari Allah S.W.T, segala yang buruk datang dari kelemahan diri saya sendiri. Wallahualam.

My mood is still a bit off

2011-10-16T10:12:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum...
Guten tag!!

So here I am, typing another entry into this blog and to be honest, I am still pissed. Pissed on what I finally heard and only God knows how I really wanna bitch slap that 4 person that coming in and eventually leave the club like a coward, and start to engrave bad names of the club by using the club's name to cover the bad thing that woman did. (Oh how I wish to change the pronouns to bad word like __________________ ( please insert your own thought of bad names *you can even leave it in the comment section below*)

To start telling the story why am I still feeling a bit off, let me summarize what happen in the beginning.

As usually, the club that I have been into for quite a long time will held the usual recruitment drive in order to have new people in the club and still keep the club running when the senior finally graduate. So, that early of 2011, we got these 4 new degree students who are interested to join the club.

That same time of the year as well, a TOURNAMENT held by this one institution. So, we went through some training and off we go for that tournament.

It's not like they are really suck, I mean, at least they are trying. I was once like them before when I first started with this thing, but eventually I improve. *at least this are my thoughts to them before I knew whatever shit they leave*

But I just knew that this one girl among that 4 people used the name of the club for her to escape any action being taken against her that night after the tournament's grand dinner. She went out with her boyfriend which has nothing have to do with the club, but when the security guard ask her who is that guy, she claimed that the boyfriend is also a part of the club (when the guy is actually not even a student) and that they just got back from the tournament's dinner; hence she let loose.

To that woman;
I don't give a damn if you want to hang out with your boyfriend, do some nasty thing that satisfy the desire of both of you; I.Do.Not.Care.
The only thing that I care about is: YOU USING THE CLUB'S NAME TO COVER YOUR ASS AND REALIZE THAT WHATEVER IT IS, YOU ARE TARNISHING THE CLUB'S REPUTATION AND MAKING WHATEVER IMMUNITY THAT THE CLUB IS GIVEN TO BE CONSIDERED BY THE UPPER POWER OF THE UNIVERSITY AND MIGHT AS WELL BEING TAKEN AWAY.
Seriously woman, I am really mad at you and thinking of you just made me say "Bitch!" Hopefully someday you gonna fall face down!

Ok, off to another thing. The vice president of the club pulled out and the other 3 of his friends decide the same thing as well on the ground that they are taking 9 subjects this semester and they need to focus on their studies *which I really doubt*.

Here's one thing that I never really have the guts to say it in public, that only my close friends know about it.
I used to enrolled in Diploma in Science in the mid of 2004. I am really focus, but the thing is, what I was currently doing back than is something that really doesn't fascinate me. All I did was study and I don't have any other activities in university and it is as if I don't have a life. At the end of the semester, I got kicked out. Yes, I was kicked out with CGPA less than 1.80. It really sadden me..I fell really hard and I cried for no reason for 1 week.
But then, Alhamdulillah, I manage to redeem myself. I enroll into a course that I have interest into, and I start to join the club. My CGPA during my diploma was not really that impressive, but that doesn't stop me from joining the club anymore. When I enroll into my degree, I still join the club, and because of the club, I have a life and I have been molded to something that I never imagine I could be..sometimes, when I look into the mirror, I always say "Look at you Ija, you used to fell really hard and you used to cried for many nights thinking about the failure that ever come your way. But look at you now.., even if nobody is proud of you, but you should, You should be proud!"

I never blame the club for making me such a busy woman during my uni life, I never blame the club for the mess that eventually occurred in my life, I never blame the club for being the reason that I missed that many family gathering or my semester break...I never blame the club. The club is something special to me..For me, without the club, I am nothing, my uni life would be just another many years wasted without any special memory and I wouldn't have anything to offer to the world.
The club change me.

So, going back to the culprits' excuses. I say that that is an absolutely absurd reason. Depending only to the in-class lesson would not accelerate the growth of potential of an individual. People should go out there and experience the things that life have to offer; go out there and not really bound to what are being thought in class.

To all 4 culprits:
I will not wishing all of you any good luck, nor even a safe life. All I wanted to say to the 4 of you is FUCK OFF!!!

Ok, bai!

P/s: I am in the graduation mood! Yeay!!!

Uh-oh~ I will be giving a speech infront of 300 students in less than 24 hours!~

2011-10-08T11:52:00.000-07:00

And I only finish my 1st draft at 2.49am.

Oh~

I don't click on whatever link that you says "Please like this..I'm trying to win/get more money"

2011-10-04T22:42:00.000-07:00

Yes, Seriously...I don't click it...and you can't make me click that bloody link. Enough said.

That's all.

Assalamualaikum & have a nice day!

6 Persoalan Hidup di tengahari yang sangat cool dan sangat best mau tido~

2011-09-27T21:24:00.000-07:00

Soalan 1: Apa yang paling dekat dengang diri kita di dunia ini?
Jawapan 1: Mati.
Sebab: Itu sudah janji Allah SWT bahawa setiap yang bernyawa pasti akan mati.

Soalan 2: Apa yang paling jauh dari diri kita di dunia ini?
Jawapan 2: Masa lalu
Sebab: benda da lalu, bukan senang nak dpt balik..and nak experience the same thing over and over again..*sendiri mau faham la kan*

Soalan 3: Apa yang paling besar di dunia ini?
Jawapan 3: Nafsu
Sebab: Nafsu yang menguasai diri , menyebabkan manusia gagal menggunakan akal , mata , telinga dan hati yang dikurniakan oleh Allah SWT. untuk hidup berlandaskan kebenaran

Soalan 4: Apa yang paling berat di dunia ini?
Jawapan 4: Memegang amanah
Sebab: *sendiri mau faham la kan*

Soalan 5: Apa yang paling ringan di dunia ini?
Jawapan 5: Meninggalkan solat
Sebab: Gara-gara pekerjaan, kita tinggalkan solat, gara-gara meeting kita tinggalkan solat.

Soalan 6: Apakah yang paling tajam di dunia ini?
Jawapan 6: Lidah manusia
Sebab: Kerana melalui lidah, manusia dengan begitu mudah menyakiti hati dan melukai perasaan saudaranya sendiri.

-Credit to iluvislam.com-
- Go to http://www.iluvislam.com/tazkirah/nasihat/1359-6-persoalan-hidup.html for further reading -

**So, lepas mkn jgn lupa tunaikan kewajiban okay**

Have a nice day!~

That link you gave for me to open (it's a scary picture and some possessed girl screaming as the background

2011-09-25T09:22:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum...Hello~

How are you readers?
I hope everyone is doing great.

Here's a thing that I would like to share this time.

You know that link that some people *especially guys* often give their friends *especially girls*...they gave the link to their friends in hope that their friends will check it out...Yes, for people who "Meh~ I don't give a damn about this", they may just ignore it. But what happen when the people happen to be someone who take whatever bloody link that the other people gave seriously?

Call me dumb or what, but blame the people that gave me the link...because apparently those people who gave me the link are my prep class student...and perhaps they need clarification on certain thing in their subject and stuff like that. So, that one fateful night, this one kid, he gave me the link in my Facebook inbox:

So, I open in *since he said that it's their class's picture*...
But BLOODY HELL!!!! It startled me with the screaming of a girl...I'm lucky enough that I didn't see the picture since I was browsing other page when I was waiting for that bloody link to open.

And...few days later...the friend of the "troll" up there did the same thing:

Like...ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME????

This retarded act really sickening me...so immature of you fella!
Hence, I am here to write a hate post about you people out there who like to scare girls with a link to scary stuff at night

Not-so Dear people out there who like to scare girls with a link to scary stuff at night,

I do get your joke..I seriously get your bloody lame joke..some credit to you for trying your best to be in the next "Raja Lawak". But seriously? is that the best that you can do? *pffffttT* even my nephew can do better joke than that. And you think it's funny to laugh at a girl after scaring them off? here's the thing, I don't find it funny...I find it fucking retarded and fucking immature. If you do that to the girl that you like, then you're gonna be FOREVER ALONE knowing the fact that you made the girl of your dream hate you for the next lifetime. As for me, bear in mind that I will remember this stupid thing that you did until the day that I'm gone. Oh yes I did forgive your sick act, but I will never forget...someday, you will know that life's a bitch and you will think back on the bad things that you did in the past including scaring a girl at night. I hope you understand that I truly hate what you did. I hope that you will grow up and when you finally grow up, I hope you think back on how stupid was your act. Such a shame you made someone who wanted to help you feels so irritated with you..I truly am. And get this straight, the next time you see me, I'm gonna sneer at you and I will make sure that you will feel bad. I have nothing else to say because if I do, I will only gonna curse you...So with that, YOU enjoy your fun while it last..

-me-

Yes, you may feel that I made a big deal out of this *So what???!!!!* If you do, you can now point your mouse to the "X" on top of this window and close this.

I SANGAT benci dengan manusia-manusia yang macam ni...Korg ingat korg tu hebat sgt la? *da la bagi link pun mmg da terang2 tulis exorcist...nak kata palui boleh???* Korg takde keje lain ke nak buat..kalo takde pun, baik p tido la weyh! memanjang je I tgk status kata mengantuk la, lapar la, bosan la...obvious sgt korg mcm takde life nak appreciate kan! Daripada korg scaring girls camtu, baik korg p buat benda yg bagus, yang berfaedah...korg pedajal girls camtu, free-free korg kena sumpah...korg igt sikit, hidup ni mcm roda, sentiasa berputar, sekejap kat atas, kejap lg kat bawah...I tak nak la kata apa-apa...Tuhan je la balas perbuatan korg yg takde maknanya tu~

Ok..sekian rants yang terbuku sejak minggu lepas pada malam ni...semoga lain kali takde benda yang menyakitkan hati.

Selamat malam...PEACE!

P/s: Good luck la ye pada yg da dok finals tu...pada yg buat jahat tu, cepat2 la insaf, cepat2 minta maaf...kang result hampeh baru korg tau tingginya langit tu.

Just a random thought before I call it a day

2011-09-21T10:53:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and Hello =D

There are many things that I want to talk about. But since I should be in bed already, there are only one thing that I want to share for now.

Alhamdulillah,
All praise to Allah...for giving me the chance to live another day yesterday..If Allah give me another chance to live many more days to come, I hope I will be a better person than I was yesterday...InsyaAllah.

Alhamdulillah,
All praise to Allah...for giving me the faith and believe that whatever may happen, good or bad; there are always a solution. Thank You Allah for making me feel at peace knowing that with the faith I have in you, I am never alone because You will always be there for me.

Alhamdulillah,
All praise to Allah for still making me wake up to this family. There may be few things that we may lack of, but I never want to replace this family with any other. In the name of Allah, I love this family dearly.

Alhamdulillah,
All praise to Allah for still giving me enough food to eat and fill my empty stomach, and water to take away the thirst. I will always remember the hungry and the thirsty one that is unable to get enough food and water in their place

Alhamdulillah
Alhamdulillah
Alhamdulillah...

There are just too many things that I want to thank Allah. Allah never fail to show me the way to things that I need in EVERYTHING. I could never thank Allah enough. I am grateful....I really am.

May Allah bless all of us
And in the name of Allah...before I go to sleep, I forgive each and everyone of you :-)

Please just distract me for a while

2011-09-19T20:09:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum...Guten Morgen everyone =D

Just a brief idea...sorg akak kat office ni bagitau I ada satu company ni tgh cari pekerja baru...
In banking industry...mmg trusted la..
So now, I nak kena buat resume and hantar kat this one guy yg call akak tu tadi kat company tu...

InsyaAllah kalau ada rezeki, I dapat la tu kot...tapi apa-apa pun, usaha dulu baru tawakal kan =D

But please for now...tolong distract I dari fikir that thing cuz skg ni office hour, I tgh buat report..takut-takut je I tak focus nak olah ayat dalam report ni...LOL!~ Nanti malam, InsyaAllah I buat portfolio and touch-up sikit resume I yang da mmg standby tu...

Okay...Sambung buat keja...see ya!

Considerations and the merits of a piece of advice

2011-09-19T10:04:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum, salam sejahtera, salam 1Malaysia =D

Hey Yo!~
So, I buat 2 post pada jangka masa tak sampai 24 jam...an achievement I must say in the effort of making me a rigid blogger...*maybe~*

Ok, entry kali ni takde la nak bebel panjang...nak masuk tido kejap lagi kot...nak bgun awal da, tak nak lambat..*insaf~*

Okay, it's not that I'm condoning anyone in this entry...no..It's just a thought that came across my mind *although it happens in real life of mine, but still, I am not condemning anyone*
For me, advise is the most precious thing in this world one could ever obtain. It's not easy obtaining it and it is 10 times harder giving it if one don't have the ample experience to actually giving the advise full-heartedly.
I admit that I am not perfect, but I am trying to be a better person than I was yesterday. Giving advise is something that I somehow fear because it involve the judgement of oneself and in the end, resulting to certain action due to the advise that we gave. Hence, in terms of giving advise, I always don't give the solution to others, instead I lead them to finding the solution by their own; whether they know it or not.

But what happens when we already have the experience, we know what things needed to be done, what should we do, and what are the remedies when things goes wrong, but the person that we gave the advise won't listen to it and still stick to what they believe in although we know there are still yet another better solution. Honestly, it is heartbreaking for me...when someone won't even think or consider the thought that we gave. And when things just go wrong, they blame us for whatever happens and for not lending the hands or idea to help. Irritating isn't it? yeah...I know...That is why, when I am done giving the advise, and the person that I'm advising just won't listen, I just let them...besides, every sane human being are gifted with brain to think and I believe that whatever decision that we make and think of, it is guided by Allah SWT.

There...I said it...I will not condemning..I am just wishing the best in life in whatever decision that people have made after I gave them the advise. I just hope that they remember for whatever happen, happen for a reason, and there's blessing in disguise. I hope, no one ever question the destiny that they have to face to because, no matter what religion that you are practicing, we all believe that there will be a better day after a hard stormy day. Besides, it is God's way of revealing to us the mystery of life..it's just so wonderful and exploration is the best in understanding the value of life.

May God bless all of us.

Thanks for reading...See you soon! =)

Infidelity?? I hope not

2011-09-18T21:35:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum, Salam sejahtera, how are you dear readers?

So, we meet again and this time =D

Today, I nak cerita ala-ala drama kat TV tu...agak la...tapi tak la terlalu drama macam kat TV tu...masih boleh control kot (boleh control part I kot, tak tau la part akak tu...teehee)

So, as the world know it, yesterday was sunday and of course, today is monday and we don't need any doctor to diagnose how lazy people are when they have to wake up really early in the morning especially monday morning to prepare oneself for work. *well, I do, I woke up late but luckily manage to arrive just in time*

I tak tau apa kena dengan I, takde la nak moody sgt *despite the fact that I have monthly visitor now...pffftt!! You don't know how many chocolate that I indulge into yesterday*
My mood was just fine...I mean, just fine.

Ok, skg baru kita masuk cerita yg sangat bersangkut paut ngan tajuk besar kat atas sekali tu...
Tak, bukan I yang buat infidelity tu..*boyfriend pun takde, camne nak infidelity? ~~Kalo~~ ada boyfriend pun, tak kuasa I nak curang...Ya Allah, pelihara la aku dari sifat itu Ya Allah*
Ini sorg akak la...dia ni dari minggu lepas lg syok nak cite kat aku pasal "boyfriend" baru dia, sorg caucasian (OMPUTIH GILA!!!), tinggal kat NEW YORK, USA (OVERSEA TUH!!!), Muda (ntah la brapa dekad gap dia ngan akak ni), and and and...mamat tu is a US Military...something like that la, yg penting mamat tu army for USA.
Masuk minggu ni, pagi-pagi, akak tu nmpk je I masuk ofis terus kata kat I "Facebook tak dpt bukak, kena block". I pun naik binggung pesal dia nak bgtau kat I plak?? bukan I yg filter segala laman sesawang yang ofis ni browse =.="
lgpun I masuk ofis bukan nak dok bukak Facebook je memanjang...pagi ni takde niat nak bukak website tu..pagi ni I nak terus buat report, akak tu plak sebok sampaikan berita camtu (bajet CNN!)...bukan I kemaruk sgt nak bukak Facebook, tak hairan la...I kat umah, dlm tandas pun I boleh Facebook kalo I nak (I je tak nak...tak kan nak aibkan diri sendiri).
I tahap tak puas hati pun ada...bukan apa la, I bukan nak mengajar sape-sape, nak fire sesape ke, apa ke...tapi buat je la cite ni sebagai ikhtibar buat bakal-bakal dan isteri-isteri kat luar sana (juga pada diri sendiri); seburuk mana pun suami kita, dia tetap suami kita, sudah ada ikatan yang sah, jangan dipertikaikan lagi. Terima segala kelemahan dan kekurangan yang ada, sesungguhnya hanya Allah SWT yang sempurna. Janganlah kita curang, walaupun suami kita tak tau kecurangan itu, tetapi ketahui lah dan ingatlah, Allah SWT maha mengetahui sama ada yang kita zahirkan, mahupun yang tercetus dalam hati naluri kita...sekiranya perasaan malu itu tidak ada terhadap diri sendiri, malu lah pada Allah SWT kerana Allah SWT maha melihat setiap apa perbuatan kita.

Bukan I nak tazkirah atau berceramah, tapi seriously, I pantang bila somebody tu ada kecenderungan nak curang dengan partner sendiri...I mean, come on la..da berapa lama bersama, skg nak buat hal pulak..hal yang sekelip mata je da boleh runtuhkan kebahagiaan yang terbina selama ni..tak baik..

Mungkin akak ni boleh diselamatkan dari hanyut dan terus cair oleh mamat tu..ye la, I ada gak baca sikit apa private msg yg mamat tu send kat akak tu *da akak tu bagi tunjuk baca, I baca la..*...seriously...mamat tu jiwang tahap buku penulisan Romeo...tapi I yakin yang setiap cebis yg dia tulis tu, amik dari mana-mana buku je...*bukannya akak tu tau segala buku yang ada kat NY tu kan...teehee*
Tapi, seriously la...mmg tahap boleh mencairkan mana-mana wanita..*but for me, it's too cliche because I mcm pernah baca kat memana ayat mamat tu*
Nasib baik la I menolak bila akak tu nak bagi I bercakap kat fon bila mamat tu call akak tu aritu...*walaupun I ada American accent, tak kuasa I nak cari pasal...nak mamat tu tak puas hati, kang dia hantar bom pegi kawasan ni :-O*

Tapi apa-apa pun...I harap lah akak tu hentikan la dari contact mamat tu...takde maknanya...mamat tu maybe nak cari MILF je kot...ntah..tak tau dan I tak paham pesal dia nak berjiwang karat...lantak p la dia....I tak kisah..yg penting I tak kena-mengena...

Ok...I nak p jalan-jalan keliling ofis renggangkan otot

=3

Pembuangan sekali lagi

2011-09-16T11:45:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum

So, agak lama la jugak I tak on9..bukan apa la...bajet nak kata busy memanjang, da abis study, da takde nak pening kepala dok menghadap assignment and study tiap-tiap malam sampai ke subuh...nak kata I busy ngan keja...well, keja aku kat ofis tu, setakat buat report ntah apa2...lgpun next month I will be jobless since contract da abis kot...lagipun next month will be my convocation!!! Whee~ (So, sila tunggu...)

Oh, apa yg I ckp kat atas tu takde kena mengena dengan tajuk besar tu...

Nak dijadikan cerita yang kait mengait ngan tajuk besar tu...well, I mentioned that it has been a while I'm not on9 much...in fact, when I do, only for some time, checking emails, commenting on some post, reading some news...(well, who cares anyway). Ni perangai mula malas on9 ni mula develop time bulan puasa baru-baru ni...ye la, I dok keja, kat ofis walaupun facebook tak kena sekat, tapi tak ble main game (so, because of that, I don't care anymore on what happen to my farm and my city in facebook...mehaha~)

So, dipendekkan cite lg la (since I da nak masuk tido)

well, kan facebook skg ni, if you view the wall post and commenting on it until it reach 200++ comment between u and the other 2-3 friends, kat tepi sebelah kanan tu kan ada kira mcm memory flashback la konon on what did you post last year and last 2 years ago punya status...Honestly, I suka baca balik my status tu =3

Then, there is this status that I think I post last year. Then sorg "kwn" tu comment...then yang I pelik, kat tepi nama dia tu ada kata "2 mutual friend".

So I naik pelik, I click la "kwn" tu punya profile.

Dia UNFRIEND I kat facebook!!!

Ni bukan first time dia buat camtu...dulu pun dia buat sampai I ingat dia da sudi nak kawan dengan I, yg dia ni ada kehidupan sendiri, yg I tak perlu kacau dia lg....bla bla bla (insert any sulking sentence)

So, that 1st time si "kwn" tu buat camtu...I biar je...ye la...I ni pompuan...agak senang menangis kalau la kawan mana-mana tujukan kata-kata kesat...So, I da tak contact si kawan tu ntah brapa bulan lamanya.

Tapi...ye la, kita tak tau kan ketentuan Tuhan. There is this one day I jalan-jalan kat downtown Shah Alam dengan member time tu ada debate tournament, so malam tu free kitorg ronda-ronda la konon...time nak kuar dari tmpt tu...ASTAGFIRULLAALAZIM!!! SUBHANALLAH!!! Kecik sungguh dunia ni Ya Allah...boleh2 I TERjumpa si kawan. So, I tegur mcm biasa, tak nak la tunjuk yg I kecik hati sangat...tp serius cara I layan dia time tu tak seperti diri I yg biasa. Then I said goodbye. I tak bagi tgl nombor fon I kat si kawan tu...cuz I just blah. Then time OTW balik to our accommodation...si kawan msg (tak sangka pulak dia simpan lg konon my number)...I balas cam biasa...last-last I fire dia jgk la sbb unfriend kat facebook. Lagi tak ble blah, dia plak tuduh kata I yg unfriend (ntah sengal tahap berapa =.="). KEPADA KAWAN-KAWAN YANG BERADA DALAM FRIEND LIST KAT FACEBOOK, KORG INGAT NI BAIK-BAIK WALAUPUN KORG ATAU I YANG DA TAKDE KAT DUNIA NI, I TAK KAN PERNAH UNFRIEND MANA-MANA KAWAN I KAT FACEBOOK TU...SEKALI I ANGGAP KAWAN, SAMPAI BILA-BILA I SAYANG. I TAK SUKA PUTUSKAN SILATURAHIM.

Ok, tu cite (sebelum CAPS LOCK) tu adalah cerita tahun lepas. Ni nak cite tahun ni...I've mentioned that si kawan tu unfriend I lagi....I baru sedar malam ni sebab sejak dua menjak ni I malas buka facebook, so malam ni I bukak I jalan2 kat profile org.

I tak harap sangat la si kawan tu baca entry kali ni...semoga la dia takde link to my blog. Kalo ada pun, baik dia lupakan je la...kalo dia baca, I think okay kot, bagi dia sedar banyak (bukan sikit okay). Ni yang I nak cakap kat si kawan:

Kehadapan si kawan,

Kenapa buat I macam tu lagi? I thought I made it clear that I am a woman of my word. When I told and threat you if you don't add me that night, I will not add you EVER. I am serious. And I thought I told you that if you ever unfriend me again, I will not add you again EVER. I gave you the second chance, I always believe that giving people the second chance is better because people don't want the history to repeat itself. But indeed you did, you repeat the history. You deleted me again and I don't know why. I am really disappointed I could cry. I am sad. Just sad. I geleng kepala bila tau u delete I lagi. I tak suka. I don't like this. I don't want friendship to abruptly ended by one-sided without any valid reason.

But it happens...there's nothing you can do to undo the damage. Clicking the "Add as friend" button won't heal the wound, not in the past, and definitely not now because even if you do, I will just ignore because there's no 3rd chance given to anyone else whoever treat me bad in the past. This is the reason why I do this entry, to remind myself not to give you the 3rd chance.

I'm sorry, but I can't give you the chance anymore. Hence, I wish you well, I wish you have a good life, I wish you going through a good life. I am wishing you all the best.

And in the name of Allah the Almighty, I forgive you even though what you did was really hurtful to me, but time will heal. InsyaAllah.

Good Luck!

-Me-

Okay...tu je I nak ckp mlm ni. Tapi seriously, I memang kecewa. InsyaAllah, esok pagi lepas I da tido dengan nyenyak, I okay kot.

Ok. See ya!

Oh..BTW

2011-08-23T20:39:00.000-07:00

I didn't accept the job offer...something came up..so, I've to decline~

That.all

Deciding a job offer

2011-08-15T00:17:00.000-07:00

Last thursday I went for an interview (Sorry, I cannot disclose any information regarding the company nor even the detail about the position).
The company..well, it is the subsidiary of a multinational company..
the pay is not bad as for a fresh graduate as me...plus, they provide other benefits as well...
the only thing that I may have problem with is the location.

It was stated earlier even before the interview, the HR of the company stated in the e-mail calling for interview that should I be accepted for this position, I will be relocated to somewhere else around Malaysia.
And because of that...I didn't really put any high hope for it since I'm a girl and feminism might be an issue.

BUT...

Today is Monday...I received a phone call from one of the interviewer (which i believe one of the bos in KL), he informed me that I got the job...(Yeay???) I suppose to be happy...but then, my fear came flashing right infront of my eyes the moment he told me that I will be based in one of the company's outlet in KL. Baffle I must say..I know I should have sound excited while on the phone, but I was...not...

Because I was shock about it...I was hoping that I didn't get it ever since I finish the interview...but then I nailed it...I haven't discuss with my parents. I don't want to assume how they will react...I just leave it when I finally discuss with them.

I still am really shock..I was not fully ready for it and the fact that it's working out of my hometown...that's pretty hardcore I must say because I have to learn how to really live on my own, how to manage my financial, how to manage my time and so much more..I really am kinda torn on which to decide...

The telephone service provider

2011-08-03T22:06:00.000-07:00

Hello The Telephone Service Provider,

You promised me many things, you promised me that you provide the lowest cost of SMS, MMS, Internet, and Call rate. You claim that you are the hottest and the most in-thing telephone service provider in the country...You sponsor many event, I see you everywhere, on the TV, on the Radio, the Billboard, Busses, Cars, EVERYWHERE FOR GOD SAKE!!!!

But why are you still sucky??? YOU SUCK BIG TIME YOU MONEY-SUCKER!!!! You think your rate is the cheapest, but the next time I check my balance, it's suddenly drop like HOMAIIIIGGGGOOOOOODDDDD!!!!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME???

Then I lodge complaint about how I always unable to make any call nor even sent/receive any text...YOU LISTEN HERE BASTARD!! It's not only me!!! many people who also use Maxis face the same problem!!! Y U NO FIX THE PROBLEM???!!!!

Saitan!!!! palui!!! Babi!!!!

Oh yeah! I am really dissappointed and mad at you MAXIS/HOTLINK!!!!
You better do something about it or I'll change to another service provider and yes...I'M FU***ING SERIOUS THIS TIME

P/s: Contohilah customer service Telekom Malaysia yang sentiasa peramah dan putting customer first and always right..

Sincerely,
Your customer since 2004

It's Ramadhan...Marhaban ya Ramadhan! =)

2011-07-31T07:38:00.000-07:00

I'm not gonna post much tonight as I will go to bed early as soon as I finish this (have to wake up early for meal before fajr)

As we all know it, and as what have been announced in the national in Malaysia, it is the time of the year once again that the Muslims welcome the Holy month of Ramadhan =)

I am personally happy that I am still able to welcome this month for this year with my family. Thank you Allah for still giving me the chance to live and experience all the good things that life have to offer me...Alhamdulillah =)

I hope that this holy month of Ramadhan for this year will give me the opening and 'Nur' in everything. I hope all the good deeds that I do for this month will be blessed by Allah SWT and I hope that forgiveness will come my way. InsyaAllah =)

I would like to take this opportunity to wish each and everyone of you who stop by and read my blog (YES! YOU!!!!) have a wonderful month of Ramadhan, may we all be blessed by the Almighty. InsyaAllah.

That's it people...see ya next time! =)

P/s: Berubah menuju kebaikan...Itu yang terbaik =)

Sky-Glimpse!! Entry...Myself!!

2011-07-24T07:12:00.000-07:00

Hello Myself,

I know how things has been really dreadful.
I know how things has been really out of hand.
I know how things has been really annoying.
I know how things didn't turn out to be the way that you have plan....

But always remember "As sobru minal iman"
"Sabar itu separuh daripada iman"
"Patience is a virtue"

Keep holding on, for gloomy days will turn into a good day
Keep your faith, for things that you have been working for will come true
Keep yourself up, for you will be able to do things and things will work out as planned.

Don't feel down, it will be very hard for you to get up
Don't be mad, for you may regret the words that you said while you mad someday
Don't yell, for people will turn away from you
Don't forget to smile and remember the good times, it will keep yourself happy and your heart bloom with lots of love

Remember, you are someone who are very passionate and patient...
awak seorang yang sangat bersungguh-sungguh dan sangat penyabar...
Remember...You just have to believe.

P/s: Sorry

Sincerely,
Yourself

Sky-Glimpse!! Entry...Malaysian Football Team!!!

2011-07-23T06:58:00.000-07:00

Hello Malaysian Football Team!!!

I don't want to say it, but I can't help it...you KINDA SUCK tonight...especially on the 1st half of the game.
What happen to you on the 1st half? were you guys sleeping? or you guys still can't believe that you guys manage to score when the game just started? C'mon...a goal score as early at the 28 seconds of the game does not determine that it will last until the 90 minutes...the game is 90 minutes, not 28 seconds for God sake. It's not about how fast you can score, it's all about how many goals can you get for the whole 90 minutes.
I hope, next time, you will be more focused that even if you score first, you don't over-celebrate it and feel safe with it. I mean it's okay if you guys feel great that you manage to shake them first before they do, but please....KEEP THE MOMENTUM...

I really hope that you will score more on this coming 28th...You guys are playing back at home...so the advantage should be more on you...I mean, if the unreal football field that you played on tonight is the reason why you can't really perform, please take the opportunity to redeem it back on this 28th...you guys will be playing on a real football field!!!

And I really hope that you guys will make it through on 28th...please don't break the hearts of many Malaysian (including me!!!) that are rooting for you guys because we are one step closer to be in World Cup Brazil 2014...Who knows, if previously in world cup, I usually cheers for Germany, it would be great if I could cheer for my own country for the next World Cup...

Please Malaysian Football Team, Malaysian REALLY ROOTING FOR YOU!!!

P/s: Hitam Kuning, Hitam Kuning!!! GO TIGERS!!!!!

Sincerely,
The Fan of Malaysian Football Team

Sky-Glimpse!! Entry...The-People whom whenever I refer to such country, they think it sounds racist and ignorant!!

2011-07-21T17:48:00.000-07:00

Hello The-People whom whenever I refer to such country, they think it sounds racist and ignorant,

I think you are outrages and I think you only think about yourself without even considering the background and where I come from.
I think you won't even know where Malaysia is even if I tell you which makes you simply stupid. You talk about how that 3 words statement is racist when you don't even know the background of Malaysia and the neighboring country..SHAME ON YOU!

The-People whom whenever I refer to such country, they think it sounds racist and ignorant, if racism is not really a problem in the place where you comes from, surely that 3 words is not intended to be racist.
I think that The-People whom whenever I refer to such country, they think it sounds racist and ignorant are just plain stupid and palui that they think only their continent exist on this planet earth, and they think their continent are the biggest...well guess what, ours are bigger, and population are more than you could imagine.

And yet, you still think that statement was made on the base of racism when I write it based on fact that even though I have some spanish blood running through my veins, considering the place that I come from, it's not impossible that not many people speak good Spanish in my country.

That is why, I think that The-People whom whenever I refer to such country, they think it sounds racist and ignorant are just stupid, live in a small world, and never really interact with someone else out of where they comes from...and I feel pity for The-People whom whenever I refer to such country, they think it sounds racist and ignorant...

That 3 words statement was never intended to be racist or ignorant. It was made on a neutral ground..but if The-People whom whenever I refer to such country, they think it sounds racist and ignorant think so, I feel sorry for them for failing to get into the idea and all I can say is...but even if someone feels that it sounds racist (and still don't get the idea), I'm sorry if it is...so next time, try to be more open and interact with more people.

Thank you

P/s: Saya benci org palui yg mengomen di post saya tanpa pikir betul2 dan hanya fikir pasal diri sendiri..Palui berabis ba jomo me'eh eh..patut nu kam eko bana bala..

Sincerely,
-I no racist-

Sky-Glimpse!! Entry...The-Work!!!

2011-07-20T10:46:00.000-07:00

Hello The-Work,

So, we say goodbye at 5pm...

well...we gonna see each other again at 8am tomorrow..
I can't wait to finish you....

P/s: You make me sick since last week I haven't got proper rest

Sincerely,
The-worker

Sky-Glimpse!! Entry...The-Head!!

2011-07-19T21:18:00.000-07:00

Dear The-Head,

Not that I'm referring to the body part...but I am referring to the one in-charge.
YES!!! YOU!!!
Please do your work with all you heart and soul. There's a reason why people choose you to be The-Head, it's a responsibility, because people trust you, people believe that you can do it, people believe that you can lead. Please don't go breaking the heart out by not doing things that you suppose to do and things that you already promised to the one at the bottom. Your existence on the upper level is because of those who gather their trust and push you up.
Please don't say that you can do it when we know that you CAN'T. It's pure logic...people can tell if you can or CAN'T do it. Please don't be so ego by saying that you can do all...we understand that you are also a human being of which their capability are somehow limited, we understand, nobody is perfect...but if you do your work and delegate task accordingly, things would not messed-up pretty bad as now, while now, we are the one who have to cover all the mess that you have created in the past.
Please...remember your root...because if you don't, we will not hesitate to bring you down and YES WE WILL!!!

P/s: YOU SUCK!!!!

Sincerely,
The-body

Sky-Glimpse!! Entry...You!!

2011-07-19T09:41:00.000-07:00

Hello You,

It have been a VERY long time I haven't posted anything here...
nothing much to post...nothing much to talk about...
well, practically I do...
but, I'm afraid if I post whatever I wanted to say at the end of the day, without considering the feelings of other people, I might eventually hurt them.
I do realize that I can be TOO direct when I am pissed off or upset. I apologize for that...It's my nature.

So, in that case...it just gave me an idea =)
I will still keep blogging in a way that I make the identity TOO subtle that no one else could really tell it...well, even if they do, that's not the point. The point is, I'm gonna make it somehow general...

Okay...that's it....I'm off to bed, I still don't feel well...but before that, I'm gonna eat because I'm fasting tomorrow...
Have a good day people =)

Sincerely,
-me-

Ten-10: How to be less addicted to FACEBOOK

2011-05-26T07:29:00.000-07:00

1st Ten-10 Series on How to be less addicted to FACEBOOK

1. Work from 8am-5pm. Work with a company that deny any access to any social network websites.

2. While at work, DO your work...like seriously!

3. During lunch time, feed yourself...hunt for food

4. Don't forget to pray

5. After 5pm, tell yourself to go out and jog in the park..or maybe sign-up for any walk-in aerobic class. Work yourself really hard that you even sweat like a pig.

6. After aerobic class, go back home and do some laundry, iron the clothes that you plan to wear to work tomorrow morning, have dinner..Oh! don't forget to get a nice cold shower..

7. Online to check for some notification...although there's a lot of games invite and request, the fact that you are so tired will make you skip whatever games request you received.

8. Don't frequently update your status...it makes other people comment and when they do, you gonna start to tell them story that at the end of the day, the comments doesn't have anything to do with the status update. Make people wonder why you are now less updating your status..less is more...

9. Don't think too much of what other people update on their status. Only read status that seems to be interesting and only from those who always on Facebook with you, those who are close to you..YOU DON'T NEED TO KNOW THE LIFE OF EVERYONE.

10. Start farming, and keep pet for real...not in some games.

This is what I did basically these days that eventually makes me only online at night during weekdays only for few hours. Don't believe me? Try it yourself~

*As seen on Tumblr*

New Entry

2011-05-13T10:36:00.001-07:00

New entry will be available early June 2011 as I am currently working on site development. Thanks!

Back to Blogging

2011-05-12T10:20:00.000-07:00

Hey Yo people..

I'm just done with my final year project and these days, I don't have much to do at night which usually I stay up and write my project paper. So, now, I just seem can't stop the habit.

Just what I'm gonna do...just gonna start blogging like I used to be...blogging about random things and thoughts of my surrounding.

So, I see all of you next time...

Until then, Take Care!!

MissAwesome Signing OFF!~

My feet hurt and I find it really difficult to walk today =(

2011-05-12T10:01:00.000-07:00

I wear hi-heels to make myself look taller even when I'm not

I wear hi-heels to feels and look confident

I wear hi-heels to have sexy feet and leg

And I most definitely choose hi-heels for any function compare to flat sandals
VS
But, the last 3 days, I've been wearing hi-heels from 8am until 11pm...It was a finishing school program and well, gotta look good to impress people.
Because of that, today, my feet really hurt..and I bump into this picture:

Wearing heels is so painful..(guys should know this)..I barely walk properly as at this moment...my feet really hurt...and because of that, I'm resting my feet for a month from any heels..Flat sandals; I CHOOSE YOU!!!
P/S: Seriously..My feet really hurt and I find it difficult to walk today =(

*As seen on Tumblr*

It's been a while

2010-06-20T02:07:00.000-07:00

Ever come across your mind thinking what actually is the purpose of what you currently do? It sort of after a while you encounter into such action and "BAM!!", it just hit you on your head and you question yourself "What am I doing? Why am I doing this?"

It sort of what has gotten into me. At some point, I feel like I am uncertain on what to do. I sometimes question myself "What am I doing? Why am I doing this?". It just gotten into me. Sometimes I feel like I made the wrong decision, but was it my ego to admit it at the beginning before it all started? Have I failed to foreseen what are the possibilities that could happen if I encounter such action in the past?

It's just difficult these days. Things were not as easy as it was before. Is this the beginning of my tough life?? Am I strong enough to face everything??

I don't Know...

I AM NOT FEELING GOOD!!!! and that's why I break down into tears

2010-03-14T12:15:00.000-07:00

Yeah, beat it...it's been a while I haven't post anything up here.
Here's the reason why:
1. I've been too busy
2. I've been too busy..
3. I've been too busy...

Yeah...super duper busy you suppose. Not only with campus stuff, but as well as shit, as well as dealing with 1001 kind of attitude, behavior, demand of needs and wants of people.

Ok, tonight, I break down into tears.
Here's the reason why:
1. I'm too stress
2. I'm too stress..
3. I'm too stress...

YES!!! what I'm feeling right now is something that can't be imagined by anyone...be it my family, be it my close friends, as well as be it YOU who barely know me.

I don't ask for more...I don't ask for better treatment as the treatment given to a queen...I don't expect people to please me all the time, I don't expect people will be good to me at all time, I don't expect people to praise me at all time, I don't expect to be the one and only that people count on, I don't expect that I'm all that, I don't expect anything out of the ordinary...But all I want is for people to RESPECT ME, UNDERSTAND ME, and AT LEAST make me FEEL BETTER even on my bad day! SO FAR, none given me...all they gave was pain in the ass and shit and I DON'T LIKE THAT!!!!

Being in that sense...I skipped most of my lunch and dinner time. I ate not that much these days while I was suppose to be fully energized and shit. But put it this way:
1. Would you eat properly when you know time is always running out???
2. Would you sleep silently at night knowing the fact that there's so many things to do and so many people are counting on you only??

My answer to all that is a BIG NO!

Yes, I know that Uni life is difficult...but it wouldn't be difficult enough when you have people to back you up when time goes wrong and shit happen.
I am not surprise if one of these days I'm being hospitalized. I am not praying for whatever shit you might think, I don't expect for any sympathy. I just hope that, if it really happen, I HOPE IT WILL OPEN UP THE EYES OF EVERYONE THAT WHATEVER I AM GOING THROUGH AT THIS MOMENT IS REALLY HARD!!!!!

So, I hope people would be really helpful and considerate after this. Don't just because of your own fun and enjoyment, other people got effected badly..seriously, stick to the HARM PRINCIPLE.

Appointed as secretariat

2010-02-04T06:34:00.000-08:00

Okay, I did not win the spot in the Student Representative Council (SRC) last week...Dissapointed?? I am...I mean who doesn't....Campaign bukan alang2 kot~

Anyway...here's what I got after the election:

I was appointed as secretariat for the SRC and my area of concern will be more on the welfare of the Non-resident students...(EXCO PENEMPATAN NR)....so, obviously i will be dealing more with Unit NR located at Unit Kolej Cluster A
People recognize me :D and I made a lot of friends...I mean A LOT! :D
Ouh...I gotta learn the fact that I had to give the sweetest smile to everyone even on my gloomy, darkest and shitty day of the year...*well, at least for the term that I'm serving*
*Ka-ching~* Dengar2 elaun Peers Mentors tak lama keluar :D $_$
*Double Ka-Ching~* Dengar2 duit claim berkempen sedang diuruskan...eheks~ Alhamdulillah~
*ehem~* dengar2 jgk baju Peers Mentors minggu depan dapat :D

Overall...well, right now I'm waiting for my loan to be approved and I swear, if i get it, I wanna treat my mum and my sisters at least pizzahut...the whole house KFC :D *bernazar suda~*...Tapi yg penting, semua hutang mesti settle~ =D (buku, seminar...lalala~)

MissAwesome Signing OFF!~

Muhasabah diri sebelum tidur....masih diambang sedih~

2010-01-30T11:07:00.000-08:00

I know I should:

Never take it seriously
Dare to fail
Stand up again when I fell down
Be grateful
Never regret the past
Cherish the moment
Never be sad too often
Never easily cry T_T
Focus
Put aside things that doesn't really benefit me
Never give up

Apart from everything...I don't want to think about the fact that I almost get the things that I ever wanted to accomplish in life but I just couldn't....It sadden me for I've always missed everything in life....

When can I find my PURE happiness????

"At least I'm standing up here, you're sitting down there"

2010-01-29T04:48:00.000-08:00

So, I haven't really been updating my blog these few days...The last time I post new entry was on 15th January which is like more than 10 days ago =.="

Here's the thing:

I was running for the Student Representative Council (SRC) or known as Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar (MPP).

Big stuff huh? cuz it involve campaign and stuff...lobbying and all that...Only God knows how I felt those few days before the election and even before the 'Rapat Umum".

We were being quarantine at Beringgis Beach Resort in Papar...not bad though...although I do have some things to propose to the resort:

perhaps provide some complimentary cookie as well in the room....I wanna munch something.
Provide face towel Please~
Fix the water heater...I was using the water heater to the max in the morning but I still feel very cold because it's not working!
Wireless in the lobby only? hurm~ I wonder what others have to say about that
The air-conditioning in the seminar room is not working...It was freakin' hot! Fix it please!

Ok...that was about it....overall I'm satisfy...as what I always expected for a resort :)

Ok, talk about the "Seminar Pemantapan Calon JPP 2010/2011...

Too bad I didn't make it as the MPP this time...and sadly to announce that this is my first and last time I ever try out for MPP as this year might be my final year in the campus as I am going for my Industrial Training early next year....Time passes by slowly eh?~

Anyway...the reason that I trying out for this MPP thingy is mostly because:

"This is part of my to-do list in my life"

The other reason...well, let it remain within me and my calon MPP friends :)

Too bad...I didn't make it through...it was a tough competition...It was me against other program i.e: Diploma in Banking, Diploma in Business Study, and Bachelor Degree Economics candidates. This time around, we were going with the system whereby candidates of the same faculty will have to go against each other...it was tough....out of 10 candidates from my faculty, there's only 2 seats available in the council for my faculty...

It was heart breaker that I didn't make it...but...I know...there's blessing in disguise...maybe it's not my time yet....for my time will come someday in the future~

"If it was not destined to me now, it doesn't mean that I'm not gonna get it forever...I WILL MAKE IT! :)"

So, that was it...I may not make it as the Student Representative Council...but hey:

I still hold the position of a Peers Mentors~ and I got paid for that :P
I still held the position as the President of English Debate Club (ECHOES Club) and we can go anywhere for debate tourney~
Welfare officer for BBA (Marketing) Club
Treasury for Mandarin's Nite Dinner

So, What more can I say...I am in the training ground to become a better leader in the future...May Allah lead me to the right way and may I always be blessed...Amin~

MissAwesome Signing OFF!~

P/s: Back to the normal student life with value-added as a debater~ :D

Rainy day Post (Ouh~ I think too much that day!!)

2010-01-15T10:50:00.000-08:00

It has been raining the whole day today...=.=

But before that...here's a thought that I would like to share~
The other day, I was driving all the way from the campus to KK...need to buy something. So, since I'm in the center of the city, I decided to check the mailbox at the post office. The day was raining *as usually these days...and it can turn heavily anytime soon* While driving...I swear, I think my speed was only about 70km/h when I was usually driving almost 90km/h on that Sulaman Road...even if there's any car infront of me, I would just take over and leave that slow moving bastards....but that day...I was driving really slow...It was because I was thinking TOO MUCH!!! There's a lot of thought in my mind. All came in at the same time and I swear, I was ACTIVELY THINKING that for one moment, I forgot where am I actually heading to~ >_<
Then, it came into my realization...upon the fact that I've been thinking for sometime, which is:

"I seriously feel like I need a driver who can drive me around while I can do my work even in the car...I seriously feel like I need to have a personal assistant to help me arrange the schedule and stuff...OMG~ I am so like a bee!"

Yah...call me whatever...a freak or a geek...but I am doing my stuff right on track. I HAD TOO! Yeah maybe I drove too slow that day, but hey...at least I survive :D

Ok, enough with that day...
Well today...It's raining...and still raining ever since the morning...Gosh! the whether is so cool that I could sleep all day long...*Thank God that my morning classes has been cancelled :D*...I only have that 4pm class...
The fact is, there is sun eclipse that's happening...and I was kinda excited that I promoted to my friend to view it at the campus...but CRAP! It has been raining ALL DAY long...there's not even enough sun to heat my skin! HUH!

You see, I am someone who actually prefer the sunny day although I don't like it...but I still prefer it *it is two different thing between liking it, and preferring it while at the same time not liking it*. I prefer sunny day because of:

Put it this way, I have tons of laundry I just take out from that washing machine...I need sunny day to dry it out
I can go anywhere I want without feeling the rain tickling on my head and had to rush into the bathroom and shower as soon as I get home because I don't want to get ill >_<
I drive better during sunny day because I can see clearly...compare to rainy day, it's a lot of obstacle!
If it's a cool sunny day, I don't have to use umbrella to go here and there....but if it's rainy day; be it heavy or not, I have to use umbrella all the time to avoid my clothes getting wet! >_<
Rainy day makes me sleepy and makes me don't want to go to class and just wanna sleep and dream and sleep and dream~

You see...If it's resting time...I do prefer rainy day...it puts me to sleep even better...I don't say that I hate rainy day...for me, rainy day is a blessing...but I do hope that rainy day only happen occasionally so that it's easier for me to do my stuff without feeling the constraint in movement :D

Until then, have a sweet weekend...and enjoy the rainy day~ ^_^

MissAwesome signing OFF!~

P.S: My neck is killing me!!! >_<

I finally change my caller ringtone POST~

2010-01-10T21:59:00.000-08:00

Yo peeps!

Check this out!

I finally change my caller ringtone from the song which i purchase 1 year ago to something new...

Last year, i start to purchase Secondhand Serenade - Your Call as my 1st ever caller ringtone...using it ever since until today...and now, i've deleted it due to the fact that it's time to move on and get over the stupid retarded perception that i used to have upon the 1st ex => history bebeh~

then i started to purchase the top charts package...kinda squeezing my credit every month due to the fact that it need to be renewed *duh~ top charts keeps on changing...that's why it is called top chart at the very 1st place*...I had some of awesome tune back then such as All-American Rejects...ETC...but, i kinda not keen into the top charts song these days....so i delete it and change to the 2 most current songs that i really adore which is:

Adam Lambert - Whataya Want from me

Kris Allen - Live like you're dying

i actually have a list of song...i wanted to purchase 3 including Boys like Girls - Two is Better Than One...but due to credit limitation...i have to put it aside...beside, i want the song to remain something that i felt special just for me....ouhhh....I love that song...so sweeetttt~

ouh...and the song by Orianthi...I LOVE IT!!!

and also by Owl City - Fireflies....deeply in love with it....

and by Wondergirls - Nobody *do i need to say more darling??? :P*

also the one by Saleem - Tinggal kenangan *kinda sad...but worth it*

last but not least...by Justin Bieber - One time *yeah...he sounds like a chick...but I LOVE THE SONG YO!!!~

Well, that's about the list of song that i fascinated the most for the time being

MissAwesome Signing OFF!~

I Hope to cover the last 3 weeks ago(I Think~) Post

2010-01-07T00:30:00.000-08:00

My last post was about Great Serdang Debate (GSD). I was supposed to write a new entry in this blog regarding VC CUP 2009 which was held in UiTM Bandaraya Melaka which happen as soon as GSD was over. But the thing is...

I got so tired as soon as I get back home on the 15th December...Took me about 2-3 days to fully recharge my energy *I assume~*
My mind was kinda unable to generate new stuff and even to circulate the idea that I had that moment *maybe due to the fact that I spend the last 2 weeks since 4th December until 14th December thinking like Einstein*
At the same time...I was busy cleaning up my room *now tell me...how am I suppose to fully recharge my energy???*
Ouh...and I was preparing myself for any possibilities of what should expect for the Peers Mentors Course which starts on 19th December *which mark the end of my semester break*

Ok, a brief about VC Cup 2009:

It was great...met lots of new people and friends
It was worth it...the exchanging idea and stuff
It was an exposure...lots of thing yo!
It was AWESOME!...spending times with my debate family yo!
It was cam-whoring session all the time...Thanks to Alif and whoever have the camera~ check this album http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=176690&id=614480967&l=778c10eb97, and http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=176865&id=614480967&l=9f50a835a
What more I can say...no words to describe it...It was a great experience that I will always remember and I am so gonna tell this experience to my kin :P

*Check out the photos of VC CUP 2009 in my facebook profile~*

So, moving on...the next thing happen to me is the Peers Mentors Course which starts on 19th-24th. It was great...made new family which i rather call PEERS MENTORS FAMILY....All have been great...all have been cooperative, all have been friendly and all have been AWESOME!

*All have been great! Gonna miss you all and the moment we had*

Soon after the Peers Mentors...it's Xmas and on the 26th was my eldest sister's engagement day. It was all red...but I cannot really stay long that day since I had to rush back to the campus since MMS starts on 27th.

*The Sisters and the cousins~*

So, on 27th is the day where MMS start...FYI: it's like the orientation week for the newbie who just enter UiTM...

I got to be Exco Kesihatan...so during the whole 1 week of MMS, ppl usually see me with 1st aid kit everywhere...hoho~ but overall it was a great experience...learned a lot not just being part of Exco Kesihatan...but also by being the Peers Mentor...What a valuable experience..:) Ouh, we celebrate New Year at Bilik Urusetia~ :D

As soon as the MMS over...all of the PM went to watch 'OLD DOGS' at GSC 1Borneo...It was AWESOME!!! had a great laugh...Conquering 2 and a half row of seats...IT WAS LEGENDARY!!!

As you can see...my semester break end earlier...but it was worthwhile..I gained new experience, I made lotsa new friends and whatever happen the last 3 weeks is something that I truly hope going to help me in the future...:)

P.s: I hope it's not too late to wish all HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010...may the new year bring more good and pure happiness~ :)

MissAwesome Signing OFF!~

THE 5th GREAT SERDANG DEBATE (GSD) 2009 Post~

2009-12-18T12:32:00.000-08:00

This very particular debate tourney has been postponed since last august due to many reason i.e: H1N1 and stuff like that. So obviously, we received the invite letter way back few months ago and I have been back and forth to HEP to deal with this thing so that we will be able to attend it and no last minute preparation.

But then, I was informed by this 1 officer from the our student’s affair division that we may not be able to attend this cause the officer with the higher power of deciding whether we can go or not seem hesitant and most likely not approving our interest attending this. So I was a bit disappointed with that and had to live with the fact and still carry on with the preparation of the other tourney right after GSD.

But a few days before we actually flew for GSD, then only I was informed by an officer from HEP regarding GSD. It has been approved and our flight ticket will be confirmed as soon as possible due to the time constraint and it is only a few days before the date that we actually need to fly for GSD.

anyway, skip that part...

We flew from KKIA at about 5.30pm on 3rd of December...our flight was suppose to be at 3.15pm. But then it was been cancelled and change to different flight and we only find out about it as we get to the airport...Damn!

But anyhow, we got free meal *the one for the delayed flight meal*

*Some of what we did during the delayed flight*

To spice up a little, we actually almost missed our flight!!! because the gate suddenly change without us being informed...but thankfully we didn't miss it because if we really do miss it, we surely have to fork-out our own money and pay extra to get on the next plane...

So, after the 2 hours and 40 minutes flight, finally we arrive in KLIA...claim our luggage and head off to the meeting point where Anthony's people (Convener for GSD) are waiting for us...we took some pictures and head off to UPM Serdang.

As soon as we arrive, we get our room, put our stuff in the room and head for dinner and stuff like that...nothing much that we did that nite...well, we were pretty tired as well...so, we kinda sleep early.

So the next day...we all went out after the registration and stuff...the rest stick to their shopping plan, while i went out to see my friend and watch Twilight Saga: New Moon at MidValley.

*some of the pic the day we all went out*

Then come to the day that the debate start...well...all ok...Azel and I were almost been rank as no.2 for each of the prelims round >_<

*Waiting for the next round*

*waiting for the next round - I know I'm cute :P*

And the next day~

*Walking to the bus*

*some of Indonesian friends ^_^*

And the final day...

*The Borneo people~*

Overall, GSD 2009 is great...I mean the meal is Awesome! SEDAP!!! the Hostel is Great *got wifi smpi ke katil aku lg...wheehuu~ The organizing committee especially our LO - Atikah, has been really friendly and helpful to all of us...Really gonna miss the moment that I had there...and I'm proud to say that I went to GSD 2009....*Seriously guys, u have great campus~*

Well...waiting for the next GSD 2010~

MissAwesome Signing OFF!~

Finally it's December and it's MY BIRTHDAY post!

2009-12-01T08:40:00.000-08:00

Wheehuu~ Finally it's December...

I've mentioned before in my previous post regarding the fact that I love December and it's the month that I've been waiting for the whole year.

Here's the reason why I love December more than any other months:

My Birthday falls on 2nd December~ ^_^
It's a month full of magic *at least for me*
It's always been a month of holiday for me~
If I were in any geographical location with snow, right now it's suppose to be snowy and all white~
Though I don't celebrate Christmas, but hey~ I love the TV show during Christmas...It's just full of fairy-tale and I love it!
It's almost the end of the year, equals to GOOD BARGAINS IN STORE!!! It's YEAR END SALE!!!
Awesome people are born on this month...Eg: Me, Myself and I :D
Usually we (my family and I) will go somewhere and have our family vacation...a little barbecue perhaps :D
Things just happen during this month...I mean unexpected thing...I dunno what will happen this year...It's better be good 0.0
Maybe the no.10 is because I ran out of idea, but get this ::LINKIN PARK HAVE A SONG TITLED MY DECEMBER:: *what more can u say...kekeke~

Ok, I did write my final words to the age of 22 on my status update in facebook....see the pic below:

Yep...I was 22 before...the fact that I always in favor of the number 2 makes me feel delighted welcoming this stage of age last year...and the fact that the number 2 comes in double makes me feel awesome...HAHAHA!! *Yeah yeah~*

I have my own reason why I like number 2...the reason is because, number 2 is the least number that you can get, but at least it is not the loneliest number compare to number 1 :D

Last year has been a real good start for a year which eventually makes me feel the way I feel...I had my 1st date with someone when my birthday was approaching (seriously, I never had a date with anyone before that...I'm a freak!) and later that month last year, I got my 1st bf (but then we broke up for a reason which is only at my best interest and not to any of you..so, it will remain unspoken in the public).

During my time of the age 22, I have to deal with shits...shits that makes me cry...for the 1st time, I did cried when I had my 1st breakup and I was pretty much in a very bad condition..Thanks to my friend: Lina, Med, Ayu, Bubu, and Amir who has been there for me that moment and giving me words of strength that there will be someone else out there for me which is way better than my 1st ex. These people have convince me that I'm better off without the other half and due from that, I manage to score 3 pointer for my 1st semester doing degree...Thank You yo! All of you will always be cherished and I really really love u guys...you guys are my awesome friends! :D

*My Awesome friends ^_^*

Whatever that may come up this coming year...I am determine to find the PURE HAPPINESS that I've always been searching for...

For this date, I vow to myself that:

I will always think positive
I will always smile
I will try as hard as I could to be HAPPY
I will always be the best that I could
I will put aside my anger and try to be accepting whatever may occur

To all my friends and family....I Love You all....

To those who ever did breaks my heart...I've forgiven you...as long as you respect the path that I am taking right now...

MissAwesome Signing OFF!~

Aidil-Adha Post

2009-11-27T08:52:00.000-08:00

The day is 27th November 2009...here's the thing that's going on:

RAYA HAJI YO~
BIRTHDAY SI MIEYA YO~
FINAL EPISODE OF NUR KASIH YO~
BALAK KAKAK AKU DATANG UMAH NAK BKENALAN NGAN PARENTS AND KITORG SUMA YO~
AISYAH MY ANAK BUAH YG SUNGGUH COMEL SUNGGUH FRIENDLY YO~

Yep, hari Raya Haji...not that much of celebration la...I did went to some people's house and eat and stuff...

I am not really a big fan of NUR KASIH...but hey~ the more the merrier yo...just supporting those Nur Kasih addicts in the house yo~

Point no.4 is so gonna be a long analysis...so, I skip it since I wanna talk on the point no.5.

*With Aisyah...friendly dia arini...Ok je bila aku dukung dia...siap main ngan rantai aku*

Wuish~ rindu gila aku kat anak buah aku ni...tu psl aku ikut sekali ngan mum aku g raya umah dorg arini...bukan nak melantak ke apa...tp sbb aku nak main ngan Aisyah...nak lambung2 dia...huhu~ Ye la, 3hb ni aku fly...mana la tau dia tak dtg Unggun...after 15hb la baru aku balik Sabah...huhu~ Aisyah Aisyah~ Ko mmg anak buah aku yg AMAT COMEL! Aunty Sayang AISYAH! ^_^

*Tp petang sikit gitu, dorg dtg g Unggun gak...kekeke~*

MissAwesome Signing OFF!~

P.s: Tmr gonna be a bz saturday yo!~

"Bila masa pulak aku convo nie???" Post

2009-11-25T03:29:00.000-08:00

Yup, sounds retard as it is...

The day is 25th November...the night before, my mum approached me in my room while I was reading some stuff...The conversation goes something like this:

Mum: Ija, bisuk ko ada program? ko ganti Linda amik sijil dia...ada convo dia bisuk. Linda tidak dpt dtg, dia ada exam

Me: Huh? Jadi naik pentas la aku tu?

Mum: Iya, pakai jubah lg

*then my eyes goes on like this O_O*

Me: Tapi tiada la kawan aku tu....mana aku biasa tu...ish, malu aku

Mum: Ala~ ada jgk kak nani. Pegi la...mkn free...

Me: Di mana la kunun?

Mum: The Palace Hotel

*I'm doing the thinking gesture*

Me: Bah, iya la...mama kasi bangun jak aku awal bisuk...kekekeke~

There you go~

Here's the background on why suddenly I am being offered with this.

Well, early lat year (2008....I think XD), My sister enroll in this sewing courses and somehow selected to undergo the more advance level in sewing which is conducted by MELLIA which started early this year (2009...I know, get urself confuse huh? :P)

So, Currently, my sister is doing her KPLI and happen to be on the 25th November, she had to sit for an exam and therefore, she can't attend this convocation. Not only her, but also there is this 1 girl who is currently enrolling in the more advanced level in Perak. So, they had to find 1 more substitutes and happen to be that I have nothing else to do *Durh~ semester break ok~*

So, when the morning comes, I woke up early...even before my alarm clocks start yelling at me...*Aisehmen~*

Get myself ready, had breakfast...yada yada yada~ and there I go, waiting for my cousin...to my surprise, I was actually being punctual! My cousin promise me that we will make our move from my house at 8.10am and I was already stood there not far from her car waiting for her....HAHAHA~

As I arrive....whoa~ so many female wearing PINK! GahhHH!! kinda hurts my eyes...So, my cousin and I head to the venue of the convocation...I was actually stunned by how big their mirror was...see the picture below:

*I dunno the dude behind me*

We arrived there at about 9am and I thought we were late...But durh~ I think we are the early birds =.=

I was sitting on this couch outside the conference room and still tempted by those mirror...Damn~ How I wish the mirror in my house is as big as that!

After I got the robe, I followed my cousin to everywhere that she went...hahahahah~ I was really blur~ I got no friends and just sit quietly...So I took some pictures:

So, the event start...I just do the walk and did my thing....The rest was damn excited =.=

After all got their cert, it's the 'Everybody's Pictures' session...and damn it! I was also in it! seriously, I have nothing to do with this...I only know how to jahit yg simple and some beads....but not like the rest of the women in there.

Then I decide...nak show off la sikit...alang2 da pakai robe, amik je la pic aku ngan robe ni...kekeke~

*Don't mind the hair please -.-*

Then we head for lunch...It was not as I expected...not bad...but ayam mayonis dia ada darah lg ni...eeeuuuuwwww~ Gross!~

After that, due to the fact that I actually don't have anything else to do the rest of the evening...my cousin bwk la sekali singgah kat mini Putrajaya next to UMS....dia ada hal sikit....Pergh~ ngantok siot! Siap aku ttido2 tunggu kat couch tu....KAKAKAKAKA~

Then, at about 4.30pm baru aku sampai umah....Had to rush to the room, turn on my lappy, call HEP and writing E-mail at the same time....Pretty hectic these days since the GSD and VC CUP is just around the corner and tak pasal2 aku da jd mcm pengurus...huh! Takpe la...for debate...I'll do anything..kekeke~

MissAwesome Signing OFF!~

P.s: Esok nak kena pegi HEP yo~ =.="

I kinda have sleep-disorder Post

2009-11-23T09:22:00.000-08:00

Nak di jadikan cite....
Al-kisah...aku ni berangan nak fix my sleeping hours la...Ye la, due to the fact that ever since the final exam is over, the way that I deal with my sleeping hours towards the end of the semester is pretty sick...Just imagine, kan in-between papers sometimes ada gap...so, let's say the next day I don't have any paper to sit for, the night before I will stay awake VERY late up until 6am something and there's also times that I don't sleep at all and only sleep when I feel like sleeping.

So, just imagine that....there were times that I don't sleep AT ALL, and there were times that I sleep ALL the time.

I'm intending to fix my sleeping time, i.e: at least from 11pm-5am, not more or less than 6 hours of good sleeping time. Nak dijadikan cite, aku ni tak suka sgt if aku terlebih tido lebih dari 8 jam...kalo aku overdose sgt tetido lebih dari 8 jam, ini akan terjadi:

Aku bangun ngan muka blur
Aku bangun rasa guilty
Aku bangun ngan sakit kepala
Aku tak dpt mkn breakfast yg mak aku buat
Aku rasa TAK BEST la!

So, itu la salah satu aktiviti aku time semester break ni =_=

MissAwesome Signing OFF!~

P.s: Tetiba hujan lebat di tgh mlm buta ni...itu aku rasa tidak best...HUH!

"You gonna keep wondering" Post

2009-11-21T12:12:00.000-08:00

I've been into a lot of thinking about everything....well, at least almost everything...social, politic, economic, and so much more...that even at some point, I feel so tired of thinking that I just wanna shut down my brain for a while...

Thinking is good...*at least that is what I think* see! that is what I'm talking about...even while writing this post, I am still thinking. -.-

I think about a lot! So many shit and only God know how I feel when I'm thinking.

You see, shit happen...we cannot avoid it. It just happen. Even though we opt to run away from shit to happen on us, but then, people around you just simply crap out their shit, and there you go...SHIT HAPPEN!

I just don't know why life become harder for people who appreciate life even more, while for those who take life for granted doesn't even face any hardship? Or is it just me who says that they don't face shit because I'm not in their shoes....I don't know.

What I want in life is a pure HAPPINESS...that will last long and never be taken away from me by any circumstances. The reason that I act the way that I do, being the girl who laugh and smile all the time to anyone even on my own gloomy days is because I believe that when we give something to others, something even better will happen to us. I take life in a very positive manner. SHIT really happen...Right now, I am facing shit that really can make me burst down crying silently in the middle of the night and only God knows how tormented I felt. What is happening to life these days?

The reason that I have been too forgiving all this while even when people do me bad, treat me in the very worst way that anyone could possibly do is because I don't want the feeling of LOVE to fade away from my heart. I always believe, when we start to hate a single soul, eventually, there will be no room to love another because it will be haunted by the shadow of hatred.

Am I letting myself being vulnerable to bad people out there with the way that I am?

Am I being too soft?

Am I being to forgiving?

Am I being too friendly?

Am I being too concern to others?

Am I being selfish to myself that I only want to please others so much that I forget about pleasing my ownself??

Am I being too dumb??

TELL ME?!

"Sudah Terang Lagi Bersuluh"-Post

2009-11-18T06:46:00.000-08:00

Heyo~

Ok, this is so gonna be the first post that I write in Malay...*I hope...well, probably gonna mix it*

This post are fully dedicated to the "Pertandingan Debat Anti-Dadah" which took place in Politeknik Kota Kinabalu on 18th November 2009. Pertandingan ni adalah di bawah Agensi Anti-Dadah Kebangsaan.

*tadaa~ gini la setting dia*

Ok la...

mesti korg ttnya2 apasal aku letak tajuk post ni 'Sudah Terang Lagi Bersuluh' kan....hahaha~

b4 aku cite part tu, meh aku nak cite dari mula dulu...mehaha~

Ok, debat ni...aku sbnrnya langsung tadak kena mengena pun...agak2 weyh~ ni dlm bahasa melayu...aku debate English...1 habuk aku tadak tau amcm skill nak debate BM...sama tu mmg la sama...tp agak2 weyh~ BM aku, kalo ikutkan mmg hangkang...sukati aku nak ckp mcm mana dlm BM...lagi 1 aku slalu ckp mix ngan English...tadi pun, aku tgk dorg suma debat tu, rasa mcm binggung ada sbb bahasa tlampau formal, pastu ada rasa mcm nak gigit je sbb apa yg panjang2 dorg ckp tu, boleh sebut guna 1-2 pkataan je dlm english...huhu~

Bukan la aku nak mengata ke apa ke...aku respect gak team debat ni...hebat2 jgk dorg...masuk final ok...and the BEST! si Yazrin a.k.a Ungi2 dinobatkan sebagai Pendebat Terbaik!

*ni la dorg dari my institution*

*tu dia~ Yazrin a.k.a Ungi2*

Cite pasal Yazrin sikit...haha~ dia ni debate english gak...kira ada element Awesome la jgk dia ni...English dia bantai, BM pun dia bantai...bak kata Madam "pendebat 2 alam" XD LMAO~

So, da terang2 da pertandingan ni anjuran agensi anti-dadah kebangsaan...confirm la motion suma bkait paut ngan dadah...pasal tanggungjawab kerajaan to deal with this social outcry, pasal how the society need to be part of the eradication to ensure the effectiveness of all those campaign of eradication of drug-addicts and stuff like that...byk la sgt dorg bincang...aku da muka basi dari pagi dok tmagu rasa nak ttido pun ada...*tu kalo part yg tak best la* da blk2 aku dok slouch...huh~

Ok, nak dikatakan jgk...suka gak aku tgk dorg ni debat...bukan apa...bak kata omputih...flowery2 gitu....wakaka~ then perumpamaan yg sungguh megeletek ati aku XD...here are some that i would like to quote...these are among my fave:

Jangan jadi seperti pokok rambutan, yang lain menjadi bunga kita pun menjadi bunga. Bila pokok lain menjadi buah, kita masih menjadi bunga. Jadilah seperti bintang yang bekerdipan di malam hari, bila malam terang menyinar, bila siang menjadi igauan (3rd speaker UMS)
Proksi kami jelas, sudah terang lagi bersuluh (2nd speaker MasterSkill) <-- ni la aku ckp ni...lepas mamat tu ckp yg ni..mcm all the way smpi sidang ke-2 pun guna ni XD
Berbaju merah, putih dan hitam datangnya dari UniTar, tapi kami datang dari UiTM berdiri disini tanpa rasa gentar (Yazrin UiTM)
Mana mungkin si ibu mengandung jika bukan ayah yang membantu (Yazrin UiTM) *i laugh like crazy*
Ini dewan perdebatan, bukan dewan tom tom bak (3rd speaker UMS)

Suma yg aku quote tu aku punya fave....hilang mengantuk aku jap...haha~

Nak jadi cite lg...well, kan dlm debate or debat masing2 ada speaker dewan...ok, in my style of debate...speaker dewan tu aku address as

"Mr./Madam Speaker Sir/Ma'am"

Kalo dlm BM punya lak...yang aku perhati...dorg address camni:

"Yang di-pertuan dewan"

Maksud masing2 sama je...habit pkataan2 ni kuar pun sama....haha! kalo aku debate, da tak terkira kot berapa byk kali aku ckp "Mr./Madam Speaker Sir/Ma'am"...tiap abis 1 ayat mst sebut kot....
sama la jgk ngan kejadian debat ni...tiap kali abis ayat tu, byk kali ckp "Yang di-pertuan dewan"....haha~

Ok, pendek cite la...since aku da penat weyh~
Majlis penutupan dirasmikan oleh pengarah politeknik..tapi dia tadak...so wakil la...ni...tgk dlm gambar ni:

*penganti pengarah Poli bagi ucapan*

So, ini encik, dia baca la ikut ucapan teks pengarah...da awal2 dia ckp kat kitorg yg teks dia ada 14 muka surat...igt dia memain...skali, ada smpi mata aku da layu, bdn aku da slouch, dan mcm2 lg la yg menunjukkan aku ngantuk tahap gaban...rupanya betul kot ucapan pengarah tu 14 muka surat...huh! apadah nak buat panjang2 weyh~ make is short and sweet la -.-"

Dah settle ngan penyampaian hadiah, kitorg kena jemput minum petang...agak lapar...makanan aku nmpk sedap je...wahaha~

Dah selesai makan...kitorg balik la...

*ni la goodie bag...aku pun dpt*

*ni la dlm goodie bag tu*

So, apa2 pun...aku nak terus perjuangan aku ngan DEBATE~

tak lama lagi ada tourney~ at least tak la sucky sgt....huhu~

ouh...btw, aku rasa berbaloi gak aku pegi debat ni...takde la aku dok umah je 1 hari suntuk dok on9 yg ntah apa2 fb manjang, study sikit...huhu~

MissAwesome Signing OFF!~

Hate-Post Level 1 V1.0

2009-11-18T02:49:00.000-08:00

I never proclaim that I have the perfect manner when it comes to answering the phone calls especially when it is from anonymous number. But at least I say 'Hi' or 'Hello' and then ask properly who am I speaking to.
Now, here's a post I would like to share...kinda like a hate-post and especially goes out to the douche-bag who making life retarded out there.

Few days ago, I received this retarded phone calls...I don't have that number in my phone book so the number appear somehow unknown to my memory. So I picked up anyway due to the fact that many people call me up regarding debate thingy and stuff like that.

So, that douche-bag at the other line says that he knows me, he is my old friend and all...so I ask him "Well, if you have a name, say it...if you really one of my old friend, of course I remember". But then, the douche-bag refused to say his name *what? is he some kind of Lord Voldemort whose name should not be mentioned? -.-*

And then that douche-bag mentioned about things that connected to me...For God sake, have you ever imagine how scary it can be? It's like you are being stalked by this fag! And then, that douche-bag hung up. But before he did, he said that he will call me later...Geez! that add up my trauma!

Ok, here's the thing...I never reveal this to the public...but I ever experience all of the things listed below:

Another douche-bag from another anonymous number and act retarded and start making orgasm sound! *seriously, I was stunned and immediately hung up...but that douche-bag call again and do the same thing...I was like "WTF with this a**hole??" so I hung up again and then I turn off my cellphone for about 30 minutes..when I turn on my cellphone again..Geez! that douche-bag did called...*
My friend who turns out to be trying to flirt me...F you!
My friend who pull pranks on my...Damn you!

You see...I don't have problem with anonymous number. I mean, we cannot expect that we know every number that appear when someone make a phone call. It's not like we have ALL people's number. So, I put into my mind saying that when an anonymous number appear, I have to treat that phone call in a very formal manner.

But then, when some retarded douche-bag do stuff like I've mentioned above, right now, I'm thinking about considering the possibility that I will never gonna entertain any anonymous number that appear...meaning to say, I'm just gonna let it rings and stop by itself. If that person really need to talk with me, that person need to text me and identify themselves before I seriously entertain them. Seriously...I don't get it when people regard a phone call as a medium for some retarded act like that.

And then, this also came across my mind. If let say, another different douche-bag do the same and I have to pick up anyway...well, I'm just gonna 'kelentong'.

I take phone calls seriously..it's no joke to me and I REALLY MEAN IT! You see, people nowadays are spending most of their time with cellphone...while for me...my cellphone is a medium for me to do my work...so, I take all that phone calls seriously...

So, next time, whoever that get my number and wanna call me, please...do it in a good manner...identify yourself so that I won't curse you when u hung up or even worst, when you are still talking...up to you..make it worst or make it better...

MissAwesome Signing OFF!~

The beginning of semester break post

2009-11-14T19:26:00.000-08:00

Wokey~
Here's the thing...officially, I'm having my semester break from today onwards until December, which I'm not sure on what date for December.
Technically, I don't have anything to do...I know I'm gonna rot at home waiting for the new semester. But practically, here's a few things that I need to keep up during this semester break:

Debate proposal (from training up until Inter-Bel Tourney)
The Loan Agreement (from the fill-in-the-blank up until the stamping -.-)
Room spring cleaning
Debate training (diggin' up and stuff)
Need to clean up my lappy and identify which folder are not usable anymore and not to mention, need to burn all those movie cause I need to get another new movie...WUHOO~

So, yeah...hopefully that my semester break this time won't be so pathetic.

In the mean time, this is what I'm looking forward to:

Peers Mentors for the MMS thingy (I've applied)
Skim Khidmat Pelajar SKP (I've applied)
Debate Tourney (GSD and VC Cup)

Hopefully, the tourney will happen...that is why i still need to study for this semester break...huhu~

MissAwesome Signing OFF~

The end of final exam post

2009-11-13T06:07:00.000-08:00

The date is friday 13th and i gotta admit, THE DAY IS NOT COOL!

Why do i says so?? here is why:

1. My last paper for my final exam for this semester just finish...and I gotta admit IT'S NOT COOL!!! Damn it! Here is the reason why it's not cool:
- The gap between my previous paper which was on the 11th is so damn close. FYI, on 11th, i got to sit for 2 papers: 1 in the morning, 1 in the evening...Can anyone ever imagine how retarded i was at the end of the day????
- On the 11th itself, to add more to my misery, i woke up with my period...Damn it! I usually have heavy flow on the 1st day and before the clock even strike midnight and 2nd day would be the day that i suffer the most with body ache everywhere resulting me unable to wake up the whole day..DAMN IT!
- Due from that, i only able to start doing my revision for my paper on the 13th at about 9pm something on the 12th. I had to compress all the time that i have to cover the chapter. I was still pushing myself with all the pain that i had to deal with. And to be honest, i didn't really cover it all >_< Most of whatever i answered in the answer sheet just now are bluntly based on whatever lesson i grab in class since the beginning of the semester and to be honest, it was not enough! The questions are damn retarded and freakin' hard i tell u~ i was relying mostly on my common sense! ARRRGGGHHH!!! I really hope that whatever i write in my answer sheet really do make sense to the checker...may the checker have the good spirit while checking my paper...not on ly for this paper, but as well as the other...huhu~
- and to spice up the 3 hours paper...at about approximately 30 minutes before times up, there is a VERY LOUD NOISE and TOTALLY DISTRACT ALL OF MY CONCENTRATION!!! DX Seriously, it really distract me during that most important 30minutes! DAMN IT!

2. I really do feel like there's no point that i'm doing this degree...Seriously...i really need to find my spirit for this...I really need to find the reason why i want to keep up with this major and what am i suppose to do to make myself feel worth it to feel the pain of doing this degree.

3. I realize that i have NO ONE to SHARE MY SORROW...I feel so lonely, i have no close friends...my 'Friends' here took me for granted and i feel like shit! This particular matter will be discussed in the upcoming post...

To sum up everything...i really feel that this semester has been a big mess out...a big screw out and a big blunders...because for me, there's something that i need to settle and i really need to do it before the next semester begin...HUH!

And, as for conclusion, THE SEMESTER IS NOT AWESOME! ARGHHHH!!!!

MissAwsome Signing OFF!~

5th November Post

2009-11-05T03:32:00.000-08:00

Wheehuu...
It's November and December is fast-approaching in less than 30 days...WAHAHAHA~~I LOVE DECEMBER~~ December is my favorite month due to many reason which i will post when December finally here...for now, lets stick to talk about what's going on with this November.

Since 1st November, I haven't really got stuff to do...just hibernating at home, doing so many revision for my final exams. For some, they already started their final exams since 26th October...but mine was 1 week later...XD because my 1st paper for this semester only starts at 5th (which is today).

well, to start it all, well...lets talk about 4th November. On this day, i find myself feeling so not into revision but by hook or by crook i had to push myself. so, what i did was, i study and watch TITANIC on my laptop at the same time *Genius huh?* haha~ Gotta admit, it helps me study...but i gotta admit as well, almost the end of the movie, i start to pay all of my attention to it and end up crying (*yeah yeah...i'm a girl...what do u expect???-.-*). After watching Titanic, i was inspired for something in my life, something that i used to find hard to decide...but then, decision made...*Let it remain only me know what is it :)* so, since i get hooked again with TITANIC, i started downloading all of it's soundtrack (only the instrumental one and mostly by James Horner)...To be honest, it gives me the peace in mind for the thing that i have decided which only needed to be blurted out with a heart-to-heart conversation with my BFF, HASLINA HASHIM~ (If u know what i mean~)

then, i end my 4th November by chatting for a while with some of friends and end it before midnight because i aimed to wake up early and continue with my revision and stuff...Yes, i did wake up early...but then i went back to sleep again XD
But then, i wake up at 7.50am, head to the kitchen, brew myself some coffee, grab some of the 'goreng cempedak' my mum made and head to the room and continue studying some more.

While studying, suddenly my phone rings the 'Saint and Sailor' songs by Dashboard Confessional...it's an unknown number from KL which i seems find unfamiliar with. If it was my brother, then i should have recognize his office phone number since he used to call me using his office phone as well...to my curiousity, i picked it up anyway.

It was the on-phone survey by TM...apparently, they have the record of my phone number since i gave them every time i call 100 and they require confirmation. So, this lady on the other line of the phone introduce herself as 1 of the people in TM and they are currently doing this phone survey with customer like me ( i think customer like me who lodge complaint too much XD)...so i gave the rating to whatever question she asked me..it was only 3 questions. then i give them suggestion, tell them what what's the problem with the connection at my house why it happen and the best~ I told her that 1 of the technician that entertain me kinda have bad attitude...huh~ >_< just like what i used to had during this 1 time that i call them and this fella talk as if not giving me the chance to speak (what? is he catching any plane? -.-')

After I hung up, i smile to myself and find that it was too ironic. my paper for today is MARKETING RESEARCH. For the past 3 months, i've been conducting research and been exposed to phone-survey, been discussing and brain-storming on the pros and cons for any data collection method and one of it is phone-survey...glad i got the experience now with phone-survey *yeah~ something that i can brag about after this XD*

So, fast forward...it's time to go to sit for my first paper...kinda excited to get over it but kinda creepy at the same time...tons of assumptions rushing in my brain.."what if i cannot answer it??" "what if what i read never came out" "ouh, questions about literature review is quite famous, maybe it will come out again" "is it confirm that my papers will be in the gym??" "GahhH~~ will the rain stops??"....so many question marks...even the one that doesn't have anything to do with my paper this evening XD...
As i arrived, i see only a single soul whom i find not familiar with..i grab some of my stuff and got out of the car, searching for the soul of the known-one. Then i find 3 of my classmates and we start sit at this round table and do our final revision.

*This 1st pix is the pix of those who are too eager to enter the exam hall*

*This 2nd pix is me b4 entering the exam hall...see how almost disoriented am i 0.o*

About 40minutes later, the Head Invigilator call upon us and there we go...sitting in the exam hall waiting for 2.15pm.
I cite some prayers, asking for the Almighty Allah to make it easier for me to answer this paper..

As soon as 2.15pm strike...i flip those questions paper...Whoa~ kinda tough...but i was squeezing my brain real hard...i find only 3 questions that i can 'goreng', the other 3 is making me feel retarded 0.o
so i flip coins and decide to answer question 1,2,3, and 4...and the rest is history...will talk about it when the result finally out 0.o

So now, i'm at home, ready to prepare myself for my next paper on the 8th and 11th...i will post more after 11th because i cannot really spare my time on writing for this moment because i have 2 exams to sit for on 11th (one in the morning and one in the evening)...I AM SURELY MENGGORENG DENGAN JAYANYA LAGI >_<

so, anyway...i'll post later...
In the mean time, stay healthy, wealthy and young~
Keep Smiling and Keep Giving :)

MissAwesome signing OFF!~

The almost aimless post~

2009-10-14T04:26:00.000-07:00

wahaha~

wat bah me this??~ I have blog, but haven't updated it for centuries...I have so much to say, I wanted to find the medium to express my unsatisfied-me, but I haven't been fully utilizing this blog which actually can become the medium...LOL~

Anyway,

Today, I realize that I do have so much to say *obviously*...but the thing is...where got time?

I have 3 more assignment need to be completed by next week, 2 for creating databases and 1 for the final report of my marketing research...but the thing is:

1. I am freakin' almost retarded doing those database! My lecturer told me to explore and learn to use those Microsoft access thingy...but the thing is :: I SUX!:: >_<

2. I should have complete already my marketing research with all the findings and stuff...but, i haven't receive the remaining 40 questionnaire that i ask my cousin to help my distribute in the campus. Where the heck is she??!!! *grrrr~*

You see, I have exactly 2 more weeks to go for my 1st paper for my final exam this time around. this is so gonna be my final exam schedule...even though just a draft, but the fact is, it will never really change:

November:

5th - Marketing research

8th - Channel management

11th - Info. tech in business also product management

13th - Consumer behavior

Yes, as you can see it, the early dates of November are gonna be TOTALLY hectic to me! >_<>

so, in that case, starting from 18th October until 14th November, please:

1. Don't ask me out to anywhere...my daily outing are only limited to around the campus especially library

2. Don't feed me too much...i may end up like the ular sawa and sleep the whole day...*as you can see, i got no more time ler~*

3. I know that movie pisau cukur is coming soon on 5th november, but please...dun make me feel like wanting to watch it before 14th

4. I will remain mostly invisible on my yahoo! messenger. If you are reading this, if you want to chat or whatsoever, feel free to buzz me...i will reply...no worry :) it's not bugging me because...hey! the lady also need someone to become sengal with :P

ok, enough about the exam-panic-oriented-thought.

Ok, the other day, my nephew wrote on my wall on facebook and ask me about my blog...

This particular nephew whom i always refer to as semboi wanted my to link his blog to mine and mine to him...which i don't know how...

but then i find it interesting to have this kinda thing...so, QJ! no worry, sooner or later i will do it k..

ouh, btw..u guys better go check out his blog...pretty awesome stuff he got there :D

so, that's it for this time...i try to write something tomorrow :)

In the mean time, be good and smile :)

SayaComel.com

I Know~

2009-09-18T12:48:00.000-07:00

I Know...

-that it has been almost 1 month since my last post_

What you need to know...

-i have been busy with classes, assignment, project papers as well as real life conflict-

I Know...

-my blog ain't that cool as anyone else *doesn't even stand a chance to be in the real life bloggers competition with JoJo Stryus*

What you need to know...

-i am so new to blogging. currently mental block with thoughts in life due to assignment constraint-

::So, that's it for the current update...will post more after raya :)

BTW, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR...batin takde kot :P

I have some issue with friends request in FS and FB

2009-08-15T02:49:00.000-07:00

It's been a while i haven't post anything in my blog~

This is the reason why:

Marketing Research Proposal

need to be submitted by next week and i had so many sleepless night already proof-reading my proposal like zillion times =.="

Channel Management's TEST!!!

Freakin' retarded! i just got my copy of the text book and i haven't read a thing for the test...may the force be with me...i hope my common sense will make it work...seriously, i am still lost in the class...>_<

Product Management

Oh Sh*T! i just remember, i had 1 group assignments with Yuq and Ledia and we haven't started it yet!!! and i can bet Mdm will ask for it this coming monday...YAY!!! >_<

Report Writing

Questionnaire~ Seriously, dude...we are lack of question to ask...somebody give us the idea...seriously =.="

Mandarin

Homework~ ARRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!! It's TOO MUCH!!!! can somebody give me a mandarin complete dictionary as a birthday present in advance this year??? T_T

Consumer's Behaviour

haiya~ 1st assignment need to be submitted this 27th Aug and i haven't start a thing...grrr~

FINAL FESAM DEBATE COMPETITION

*saving the best for the last* which is tomorrow (16th August 2009)..Seriously dude, i haven't prepare anything and trust me, whatever may come out from me tomorrow will be a complete common sense >_<

i don't know if it's just me or what, but i don't have enough time these days...i tried to spare sometime, but i just couldn't afford it. my class schedule is Pretty HECTIC these days...class from the morning, and at the end of the day, when i come back home, i sorta pass out until the next morning

. i tried to push myself to the limit i.e: made myself a very strong coffee. but then, i end up sleeping without having a sip of the coffee...
and moreover, i cannot work when my body is too lethargic and my brain become too tired to think!!! i am too tired an

d these days, it's like I'VE BEEN DRUGGED!!!

Ok, i do realize that i have blabbering a lot and doesn't even touch on the title itself *forehead smacking-duh~

*

Ok, here's the thing, well, i did mention before that

I don't care what's going on on FB these days and I will not as active and frequent as before, as i mention...see the photo~

and i say that i did...been not into this site as frequent like before. I let myself get lost in my own world of

'beehive'
but then, when i log into my FB last night...Seriously dude! i got 7 friends request! i was a bit excited..who knows, maybe some of my old school friends or whatsoever~
but when i check it...to my disappointment, I DON'T EVEN KNOW THEM!!!!!...i don't wanna curse...BUT I GERAM TIS~

ok, here's the thing,

First situation

I am fine if people wanna add me....but get this straight! MIND YOURSELF A BIT INTRO OF YOURSELF IN THE FRIEND REQUEST. Seriously dude, it only takes a few moment to tell me who you are and why you add me...i would most probably confirm your friend request. But what happen here is, PPL JUST SIMPLY ADD!!!!!! and i don't like it! and ever since i change my profile pic to this 1, baru ramai

la nak add...Grrrr~ i think i should've set my profile pic with me and my other half again, or me with a little baby proclaiming that it's my baby....grrrr~

i wonder if i use this photo of this dude over here, i think no one even dare to add me XD

Second situation

If ppl have mutual friend with me that i KNOW~ fine, i add...yeah yeah...tapi yg tak ble blah, ppl yg langsung haram takde mutual friend! DUh~ hello~ do you seriously think that i am interested to get to know yah? Think again buddy! in case you don't have mutual friend with me, you have to be AWESOME for me to consider having you in my friend list.

Third situation

and the fact that some ppl suggest other ppl to be my friend...and that people that they suggested is someone that I DON'T EVEN KNOW!!!, why bother to suggest to me when they don't want to add me in the very first place??? Duh~

C'mon ppl! i tak mengamuk or whatsoever...but i add ppl when i wanted to and if i needed to...and those yg add me for the sake of "i-wanna-get-to-know-ya-because-u-are-cute" , seriously dude! GET A LIFE!!!!! i mean GET A REAL LIFE!!!.

Because i intend to make my facebook fun...so adding ppl that i DON'T EVEN KNOW AT ALL is something not AWESOME~ =.="

Learnin~

2009-08-07T08:51:00.000-07:00

Ok, ever since my 1st post in my very own blog here, I don't know what else to post.

I was just being so blur with everything that happen in my life lately...and trying hard to cope with everything these few days.

Here's a the Top-5 update on me as for this day:

I have to do 2 research as for this semester.(1 individual research on the purchasing behavior of student on Ladies Perfume, 1 group research with Eaza and Hady...*we're working on it~*)
I have more assignments to be submitted and the current 1 is Product Management
Do I need to mention about Channel marketing?? *Seriously, I still don't get what the lecturer are teaching in class...* and the bad news is = 1st TEST IS ON 18TH AUG!!!!! (how I wish GSD haven't been Postpone!! DARN!!!!!)
Owh, next week I'm gonna be one of the Adjudicator for the Inter-Bel Debate competition...whee~ kinda excited...can recruit new soul in the debate club here...whee~ and I love everything about debate...whee~
Really need to ganti 2 more days that i skip during last ramadhan...hehe~ (Yeah, yeah, iIknow~ but duh~ I'm a GIRL! Beat it!)

That's about the top-5 things on what I really and need to up to these days. Yeah, it's only 5, but only God knows how hectic it is.

Top-5 things so not really cool these days in my life:

Fuggin' Stress with everything!
Car!!! Carburator pecah my dad ckp~ urghhh~ looks like jln kaki la ni almost everyday to class...bus tak consistent!!!
I STILL HAVEN'T HAVE A COPY OF CHANNEL MARKETING'S TEXT BOOK AND TEST IS ON 18AUG!!!! ARGGGGHHHH!!!!!~
Really need to start eating...This lately, I really loose my appetite...and believe it, it's been almost 2 weeks I haven't eat rice and my classmates complaint that I look even skinny after the semester break.
I realize all of my best friends that I can trust are really far from me and that's not COOL!!! ARGGHHHH!!!!

Top-5 things I really need to have these days:

A hug from a friend
More MONEY!!!
BOOKS!!
DEBATE!!!
Good show on TV~

Although sometimes I wonder why do people like to make life complicated, but afterall, I don't blame life for making it hard for me...it is what makes me feel that life worth fighting for...and I will never give up, instead, I will always rise and shine even on my gloomy or darkest day in my life because I have FAITH in me...

Ija Signed Out~

The idea of blogging

2009-08-01T07:47:00.000-07:00

Finally, last night i decided to start a blog after so many thought about it. It has been for many months and weeks that i put into consideration whether to create a blog or not. I have been observing people and seems like, there's a lot of blog. It's like, it has become a trend nowadays to have a blog. Me myself was afraid on what should be the idea that I want to display on my very own blog, what would be the concept?

Some people simply said to me "Come on, blogging is simple, it's easy...Just create anything, post it on your own blog and have people to comment and all". Yes, it may be easy, creating a blog is another thing, however, creating a NEW IDEA so that people will keep visiting it is totally ANOTHER BIG THING because, what's the purpose of a blog if there's no one interested in reading it, right?

One thing that I am clear on when it comes to this; where is the DIRECTION. What the blog really is all about and what state of mind would the blog want to create among the guest. The most important thing is; WHAT IS THIS ALL ABOUT and WHERE IT SHOULD LEAD.

Then I figure, my mind is something UNIQUE. It is only made for myself and no one else possess the same power of mind as I do. I have always been into writing, I always have my thoughts written down and keep it for myself and read it when I feel like figuring out who I was before. I even have the dream to at least publish a novel that will be able to touch everyone.

My name is Norafizah Binti Basirin and sometimes goes by the name Norafizah Binti Basirian...it's the same. People usually call me by the name of Ija. Currently doing a degree in Marketing. The purpose of me starting this blog is not for the sake of popularity, but i want to share with the world what are my thoughts that I kept in silence all this while.

So, wish you all will have good times reading my blog. I promise that i will keep updated with many good articles from my very own thought for everyone's reading pleasure. :-)